of friend and foe

hi bloggie..
i am actually in my middle of my assignment..
but suddenly i remember something..
then i decided to have a short post before continue my assignment..

i had a girl friend..
hmm.. my relationship with her is good only..
cannot consider as best friends also..
cuz i was taking science and she was taking art stream..
we did shopping together, movie together, eat together, hang out together, study account and economy together..
she was a nice, cute girl at the first time i met her in high school..
she will protect me when i get bullied..
she will yell at those guy who kacau me.. hehe..
she is not acting like a sis, but just like a good friend..
until everything started to change after she got a boyfriend..
she changed a lot.. really a lot..
she will still yell, but not at those guy who kacau me and not to those who bully me anymore.. but to my classmates and me myself..
we hang out together a day, in a very big girl group..
and a friend just mention a small thing in front of her, she got angry and yell at the friend and everyone in the group..
but we as the viewer did not feel that there is anything wrong with the matter mentioned by the friend..
in fact it is just a really small matter..
since that, no one want to hang out with her..
and she seems did not bother since she had a boyfriend..

nowadays, she will not hang out with me anymore.. will not yell at people who bully me anymore.. will not even laugh happily with me anymore..
all the expressions that can be seen on her face is only the "unreasonable princess look"

now even me didnt bother about her anymore..
cant remember actually how many years, months didnt see her..
maybe i am lucky.. cuz she is not my best friend..
just a good friend of mine..
and we know each other just like half a year before the terrible incident happened..
so, i didnt feel the sadness and hurt so much..
but i pity her best friend who was in the same class with her since primary..
pity that girl.. she just lost her best friend like that..
though this case didnt hurt me much, but sometimes it breaks my heart when i think of how she will yell at those bully to protect me and then the image flashed to how she yell at us at the hang out day..

and now, i know that i had lost a friend

haha.. well..
that's all for the story telling..
so back to my assignment..
too much time on blog d~
one more assignment to go..
bye people..

my sweet uni life

today i had my Business Ethic presentation..
damn nervous before the presentation..
i cant remember since when i do not feel this nervous before presenting..
my hands trembling while holding the papers..
maybe i nervous because it had been a long time since i had presentation..
or maybe because this lecturer is the strict one, with lots of question for us..
whatever it is, i finished my presentation..
and it means ONE DOWN!! haha..

my lecturer had comments for me after the presentation..
he said that my self-confidence was good at the beginning, but somewhere in the middle i got nervous.. and that affect my performance..
my voice is low and had to be improved..
and the most funny one *i think it is funny*, he said i had the best eye contact among the group members ==
why dont he tell me that i am the fine presenter?
i would be happy to hear it :p

this few days really busy, especially yesterday..
OMG.. i think this is the first time i can sit 8 hours quietly to do an assignment..
and i bet that will not be the last time..
i have costing assignment to submit this friday and yet i have done nothing..
and a Business Ethics individual assignment due on next friday, which i have not even touch it!
OMG OMG OMG!!!
year 2 is really hard.. and sucks..
i never imagine that my sweet uni life will turn out this way :(

joey sms me today and asked whether i got go back this weekend..
hmm.. havent reply her..
i got lots of stuff to do.. but i miss my mummy!
this two weeks, had really very short conversation on phone with her..
it is all because the stupid assignments!
and i bet mummy miss me to0 ;(
sigh..
life is hard..
will make up my mind latest by wed, whether to go back or not..

for now.. i need sleep.. as i dont want to be late for my 8am class tomorrow..
that's for the post today..
good nite world..

the events of the day

well.. here comes the second post~ ^^
today is a tiring day..
so far, no assignment had been done today..
then what am i doing for the day?
lets see..
morning, wake at 8:45am, went NCI with dear dear..
he was so-called sick..
nothing special..
until after the branch, in the car, i cuddled to his side and he saw a "pimple" on my nose..

WH : hey there is a pimple on your nose.. i help u picit it out k?
me : oh..ok.. *wandering that is there really a pimple on my nose, cuz i dont remember that i have one*
WH : *picit* yer.. cant come out de.. oppss.. is that a mole ?!
me : OMG! u picit my mole ??!! don't you know i have a small mole on my nose ?!

and that's the funny thing happened today.. sigh.. my dear dear after 1 year ++ together with me, dont know that i have a mole on my nose..


see the mole? =.="

lo gong cook dinner today, for me, kai sing and yow an..
we went to giant at around 6pm and buy some ingredient for it..
but who knows.. three packets of things cost us rm50++
things are so expensive nowadays..
the value of money becomes smaller and smaller..
and recently the petrol price increase ;(
my myvi... pity u.. i think i MUST cut down on using car already..
sigh.. anyway.. here comes the picture of the dinner ^^





sheesh.. so, almost 3 hours spent on preparing and eating..
but we all are so so happy :)
thanks to the chef WH and the lil couples who join us..
looking for it again in future..
my dear had prepare 10 sambal eggs.. but only we only managed to finsih 7 and 1/2 eggs..
the rest was taken by me to my room *forced to bring it* and now my room stinks..with the sambal smell :(

this post is a "short" one..
my to-do list is a wayy long and i have to complete at least half of it before i sleep today!
so that's all for now..
will keep update ^^
good nite world~

Stress-ness

here am i again ^^
i know i am annoying.. keep deleting the old posts..
well.. what makes me blog again?
stress..
yup.. that's what i am facing now.. not going talk much..
cuz this is supposed to be my sleeping time..
lets see
15th July, i slept at 5am and then wake at 9:30am
cuz the classes are from 10am to 4pm non-stop..
after class, had one and a half hour of rest.. then i went to have early dinner with my dearest
6:30pm, assignment discussion.. till 12am !!!
my day's gone.. with all the classes and assignment..
kept wandering.. is it really the university life?
then i must be blind to only realise it at my year 2 in INTI..
stress come to visit me all the way, together with my neck and back pain..
urgh..
seems like the RM100 pillow can't function on its own..
and that means i have to save to buy a tapper and massager =.=
and oh.. maybe a Dreamland mattress
i had quite serious neck and back pain..
all they all will come together with stress..
oh lord.. keep me strong..
what am i doing now, at 2 in the morning?
i supposed to have a very good sleep..
but seems like the stress wont let me do so..
i had no other relaxing method..
and suddenly i saw my friend's blog..
and suddenly, i remember i still have a best friend named "blogger" ^^
and that is why i am blogging now..
everytime after i blog, i felt relaxed and relief..
haha..
now i am much more ok.. though the pain on my neck and back is killing me..
at least i felt relief.. not so much stress d..
sheesh.. i think i better head for bed now..
my neck pain really killing me..
at least on the bed, resting my head on the RM100 pillow will support my neck and relief the pain..
i will try my best to keep myself updating on my blog as frequent as possible..
*i really hope so..*
so people.. good night~ ^@^