Sunday, April 24, 2011

My mummy's princess

Hey bloggie and bloggie's readers :)
Today was a happy day for me..
Why..?
Because the queen of my heart a.k.a. my mummy came to a visit in Nilai..
My cousin sister wishes to study in Inti, thus she came over to register here..
So my aunt dragged my mum along, simply because my mummy recognize the way to Inti and she had a daughter here :)
I was waiting for today for more than a week.. so excited! :D
So they departed from Raub at 11am and reach here at almost 2pm..
The registry session was so time-wasting.. because we need to queue up for our turn..
And the people in front of us kept bugging the officer with questions and stuff, wasting all our time..
Just like those uncle from kampung who don't know a thing and keep asking stupid questions.. lol
The registry session took about an hour plus..
By the time we were done, it was already 3:30pm..
So we had to rush to Giant to fetch dear, who was working there..
And we went to Secret Recipe together for lunch :)
I intended to bring mummy over there to try out the aussie beef steak, since mummy loves beef steak a lot..
But too bad, luck was not on my side, the beef steak was out of sold..
Argh..! damn frustrated just now..! It is not every time we can hang out and eat together..
And just a simply "sorry miss, aussie beef steak is out of sold" ruined my plan..
:( felt so sorry for mummy..
And there was our lunch..
After lunch, we decided to go to Tesco Nilai..
Those aunty ar.. the first thing popped in their mind when entering Tesco was to search for Milo -.-
Milo is becoming more and more expensive nowadays..
My two brothers are very loyal towards Milo, thus mummy had no choice but to buy it even it is pricey..
Mummy and aunt each grabbed a packet of 2kg Milo..
They said here was cheaper then Raub..
Raub's Milo costs Rm31.50 for 2kg and here was Rm 28 with free gift -.-
Then they shopped for another thing as well..
Mummy shopped till Rm130++..
Ok la.. half of the items were mine :p
Since I am having a 'bank' just next to me, why don't I used it wisely..? :p
Felt kinda sorry for mummy.. but i had no other choices..
If I were to buy all those things on my own, I will have barely enough money for the month :(
And after shopped at Tesco, they went back to Raub.. ;(
I will miss my mummy..

And now, coming back to my room, and when the moments rewind in my mind, everything was just so happy and sweet..
Cousin sis is coming over to study, become my junior and her room was just 3 doors next to mine..
Cousin sis brought me a hell lots of kuih, so I can enjoy it over here..
And when I look at the kuih, smile will automatically appear on my face..
Stupid silly girl..
You thought you are bringing kuih for the whole kampung..? =]
My aunt brought me a 1.5litres of self-brewed herbal tea :)
And not to left out, my mummy brought me a tumble of bird nest..
She said it helps enhancing my skin and brain cells..
Hehe..
So touched..
Felt like crying out now.. =']
All these, are little things that make life great..
They all give me motivation..
Especially the bird nest from mummy..
Give me motivation to study harder.. to pass all the subjects I took..
I can imagine in my mind, from how my mummy works hard, then she bought the bird nest, woke up early in the morning to brew it to her bringing it in a tumble from Raub to Nilai..
It is the value that no money can buy :)
I love you too mummy..
Two weeks.. another two weeks before I can come back to home..
Clean our messy house for you, colouring your toe nails for you, chatting the whole night with you, go to the saloon with you and become your princess.. :)

Monday, April 18, 2011

A Random One

Hey ya world..
I am extremely sorry the late update..
Well.. I was busy with works, assignments and tests.. then when free time, don't feel like updating because lazy..! :p
It is a random post today..
I should be studying by now..
13 days left to final and I didn't start on anything yet :(
Just could not put myself into the study mood..
Something bad happened lately..
And as usual I won't mention it over here..

Feeling and emotion is just something hard to be controlled..
You forced yourself to smile and study well, but somehow you can just stare at the same page for hours..
I was a simple yet happy girl..
As time passed, as I grown, everything changes..
No more innocence in my life, no more "I don't know"..
Everything, I have to know, I have to care..
Because they were all related to me and the people I love dearly..
Am trying very hard to stay strong.. be strong for them..
Not all I could help..
There is something that still have to be endured by own..
I will just pray that they will be strong as well..

So ignore the emo part of mine.. I am so sorry for the short emo babbles..
Guess I just can't help it but to spill out a bit.. =]
Now lets start with something random with me lately..

I am doing very well here, thank you :)
Except for the fact that I am super boring over here..
Most of the time, I don't feel like studying..
I will surf net, refreshing Facebook over and over again :p
And I will sit on the chair, staring the book and start daydreaming for hours..
Lol.. Can't all these be worst..?
As I mentioned earlier, I have only 13 days left to my final examination.. and I have six subjects with me..! :(
I am all stressed out, I am scared..
But I just don't know why I can't bring myself to study..
The books dislike me I guess :(
I wish to go back home, but between me and my boyfriend, we just can't find a matching time to go back together..
Plus actually mummy is coming over next week..! yay! :D
My cousin decided to study here, but she want to attend the Open Day, so my mummy has to accompany her and aunt over here..
And come to find me as well..! :)
How I miss my mummy..!
Then, I just decided not to go back, since it is actually around 2o days more before I can go back and enjoy my sem break..
So I will just be patient, and be a nerd in Inti for this few weeks..

And oh.. I found a new job..
It is a promoter under Epromode..
Average 4 to 6 working days in a month, depends on my supervisors..
If she calls, then I have extra income..
If no, I will just have to be a good girl staying in Inti or go back hometown..
Pretty good job with average income..
At least this will help me to cover my expenses, my pocket money is not that thick that it could cover all my needs and wants.. :p
I had already started to work.. only two events so far..
And after my final, I am going to be hardworking, take more events and earn more money..
It was tiring, it was hard..
But I just can't give up now..
I can't think of stopping..
I am not like my peers, who work to earn and save for a iphone5 or LV bag..
I work to earn and save for my dreams..
I got tons of dreams to be fulfilled :)
And my dreams, no they are ambitions; I am not going to reveal here..
Wait till I achieved it and my success can eventually say it out for me..
I believe in no words :)

And lately, I don't know why and how..
Somehow, I found myself do not believe in people easily..
Good or bad, I am also not sure myself..
Wish it is just not a bad thing.. I have got enough bad experiences..
And for the one I didn't believe in (of cause they don't know who they are :p ), I am so sorry for not putting in faith into you guys..
I was once a strong believer in friends and anything else..
But sometimes, putting in too much faith could cause yourself harmed..
But no worries.. not putting in faith does not mean I will not open my heart to it.. :)

Hmm.. can't think of anything to write anymore.. :p
Guess I will just have to stop it here..
And I am glad that blogger, once again has help me to relieve myself..
True, I didn't reveal anything here..
But writing out random stuff about myself is enough to help me to de-stress..
Thanks bloggie again! :D
At least I am not as emo as before =]
So time to have a nap *:p* and then turning on my nerdie mood..
Hopefully I would not get distracted by the fantastic daydreams of mine later..
Next update..?
Hopefully I will be able to update again in a week time..!
Till then, adios! :)