Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Pencils

Pencils..
No wait, in more accurate terms, lousy pencils and mechanical pencils..
How many do you still keep or use pencils..?
How many of you have come across a China brand lousy mechanical pencil but still keep it..?
I do..

People asked me why I still keep all the trash..
I replied that they are still usable, so don't waste it..
A part of the answer is true..
Another part is I am addicted to break pencils or mechanical pencils into half when I got angry..



Scientific explanation behind all these..?
Well, I don't know..
It is just..
Imagine the pencil is the people that make you angry, turn your sunny day with birds chirping into a stormy day..
And then you can grab it in your hand, and break it into half..like in real life you can kung fu the ass of that bastard that ruin your day..
And your anger may just dissapear after you break that cheap, lousy pencils that may not even cost a ringgit..
Do the calculation. And you will find that it is super worth it =)

Mechanical pencil is the best..
Because it was made from plastic, and sometimes, it is hard to break it into half..
Thus, I will concentrate all my 'energy' to break one mechanical pencil, and then I will get satisfied..
Cheap, how much will a China mechanical pencil cost..?

Pencil will do too..
But pencil was made from lead and wood, and it is too easy to be broken into half..
Thus, I will need to break more than one pencil to calm myself down..
Super cheap, yes I need more than one, but they were all cheap stuff..

People said that I do not know how to handle my stress..
I, being snobbish, never admit it..
Come one..
When I am in stress, I just need few minutes to cry out, few pencils, or an ice-cream to chill myself..
Back and forth, all the process may not even take half an hour..
I did not blow out my anger on anyone else, expect for my pencils..
That is good enough already right?

And don't tell me that I do not know how to control my emotion, aka my anger..
I had kept the mechanical pencil shown in above picture for almost two years..
I, being snobbish again, have pretty good temper and patient..

So yeah, what is your ways of controlling or releasing your anger? =)