we're gonna say goodbye

First official post at the new year of 2012! The previous one didn't count, as it was a review post for what I had done for year 2011. Boring life as usual, LOL. I was pretty unmotivated plus lazy to update my blog but the only reason that motivate me to update it is that I need space for my coming post. I am going to my Jimui Doink's birthday dinner later (18th Jan) so I am gonna blog about it, hopefully by this Friday. And I am going to have interesting Chinese New Year ^^ so I am gonna need lotsa space to blog about it. And I am slightly very annoyed by my previous blog style, where I will cramp all the stuff I wanna blog about in only one post. And then I will like "1st Jan : blah blah blah happened", "5th Jan : blah blah blah happened" and so on. Took me hell lot of time to prepare that one single post and it might annoyed you as well. So I decided to just take off my lazy ass of the bed and update my blog on time, or after single event happened.

So let me started with my as-usual-boring life since the new year started. I had actually made new year resolutions and one of them is to make my life interesting. Interesting as in I mix around with more uni friends and get more social life. But until now, still, my life is as boring as usual. Like now, they are having INTI China Town just outside my block and I am typing a blog post in my room T__T Reasons are
1) I don't have friends to walk out with me. No, it is enough for me to be forever alone in my room, I don't want be forever alone out there too T__T
2) It will make me home sick more. I hate Nilai for not having CNY mood/spirit all around here. I miss the CNY spirit back in my hometown Sempalit or even the spirit in shopping malls like Pavilion. Felt like skipping all the classes and go back to where I belong now!
3) The event is simply boring. Is it not like I never attend event like that before. It is all the same with previous year one. All the same food and drink stalls out there and MC try to bring out the heat out of the crowd -.-
So yeah. Another fail resolution? We can't decide it too fast, after all, it is only the 18th days after new year started.

So lets get into the main topic of the post ^^ Before that, yes, I am fine here except that I miss my home dearly. I wish time can be fast forward so it is CNY now. Random pictures about what I did back in hometown during holidays.

When my mum is busy, I will automatically went to her working place to help her out. I am week in selling because I refused to memorize the cost price and selling price of each item, which will ease a lot when customer asked for discount, but it will take up lot of space of my memory LOL. But I am pretty good in settling paperwork tho =)

Or else I will stay at home, cleaned the home for CNY. Yeah, Happy Tupperwares Day. Mum will use lots of Tupperwares when CNY so I being a good daughter helped her to clean them all so she can use it when in need.

School started on 9th Jan. Went back to The Jungle INTI on 8th. Get enrolled on first day of class.

This is just to show off my patience. How many of you will wait if your turn is like at gap of 100++ 172 away? Me did. I took the Q-number for the payment, feeling like killing INTI for its slow work, went out the enrollment hall to buy ice-cream, went back to hall and sit for 2 hours until it was my turn and it turned up I did not have to pay a single cent as it was already covered by PTPTN. So nice, I love myself for my patience =)

From back in INTI untill today, I was busy with my bf's application to go overseas and settling his stuff here. He was going to and fro between KL and Nilai to settle his application these two weeks. Talk about last minute, he was practically settling his going to overseas stuff seriously only in these two weeks. And I, being a very good gf *shameless again* had to accompany him to run to and fro between my uni and KL. Every single day after the sem started, we will go out. To Subang, where his agent at, or to Shah Alam where he temporary stay at or to Seremban to settle business related stuff or even to the shopping malls where he had promised his friends for meals for his farewell. He even went back to his hometown at Ipoh for few days to settle his family stuff but I was not following for the trip. Crazy ar, I still have my class going on here one ne. So I was practically not at Nilai most of the time because of these. Sometimes I even stay overnight at his guardian's house at Shah Alam because I was too tired to drive back Nilai.

 For this two weeks, this little bag had been my good traveling buddy. It is just nice to stuff in your stuff for a one night trip. Every time we went out to KL, I made sure that I had bring my traveling essentials along, in case I am too tired to drive back to Nilai and had to stay at aunt's (bf's guardian) house. And she is always nice enough to provide me a spacious guest room =)

 My traveling essentials =) This had remind me of about two years ago, of how am I am trained to pack stuff within 5 minutes for emergency business meeting for days at outstation. I am kind of miss that kind of lifestyle now =) where you are always rush to here and there for the business, like a real corporate woman :p

Nothing to be highlighted for the to and fro trip. Nothing special about it also. They were just all me or him drive from Nilai to Subang to find his agent to submit forms and discuss about the universities, then we drove back Nilai. Except that you all want another piece of grandma story telling how I spent my time day by day. Believe me that I kept track of my journey in my organizer planner, but you will not want to listen read all those. Spent a lot on tolls, petrol and having meals outside though T__T I am gonna eat bread to survive this month. A thing that I would like to highlight is that we went for Jogoya and Pavillion on 14th Jan with his friend! ^^ Got a meal of free Jogoya yeah! But I don't like going buffet with him and will never go to buffet with him. He will keep nagging me about how much I had eaten, and how fat I am. Seriously, my jimui that read this, I miss Jogoya session with you girls! <3

Favorite in Jogoya. I love soup a lot!

Wasabi battle between bf and me. Friend refuse to join. It is obvious that I lose, right? I can't chew it even for once. 

Self-invented waffle + ice cream! Yum yum

So after 3 hours of sitting and chewing *ahem* in Jogoya, we went to Farenheit. Nothing much there, plus the stuff sold there was pretty expensive. I was betting that the rental there is expensive because the price of stuff sold there was not in a line with the quality. Totally did not worth it. Only attraction for me is the Carlo Rino boutique. Lots of stock there LOL And the next destination is Pavillion :D CNY spirit is everywhere in there!

Look at the dragon! So gigantic!

When we was roaming around Starhill, Sephora, Farenheit and Pavillion, I felt very happy at the view. Lots of people were going in and out around the shopping malls. Bf describe the situation is something like they had in Japan, where lots of people were walking here and there, and they waited patiently for the light to turn green at T-junction before continuing their journey to next destination. I agreed with his explanation, of course eliminate the view where lorries simply park at side of road to unload the stuff LOL The view is total beauty. The people make the view at the T-junction looks so merry and pretty. And with all the shopping malls having red red decorations, it lit up the CNY spirit to the max! I always hate to visit Pavillion because the area there was 24/7 having massive traffic jam and I hate to visit shopping malls during weekend, it makes the traffic worse plus there were lots of people inside that you don't even feel like walking in. But this time, I am happy to see another side of the busy-ness of the crowd in the city. It does not feel that bad after all. Eliminate the stupid cars parked at random places and the safety of your belongings ( LOL - because bf keep remind me to take good care of my bag and S2 that time -.- ), it actually feels like the merry crowd in Japan =)

So yeah, everything was settled yesterday and he had already went back to his hometown for CNY and wait for his oversea university approval, me driving him to train station earlier. At first, I felt nothing. It was just a break between us. It is not like we never had a break before when I went back to my hometown and he went back to his. I was still blur and did not know what's in front of me. He almost teared up, saying that this will be the last time I saw him. He will be going overseas for at least one year and half. That is the at least. It might take two years or even three years. His application haven't been approved so we don't know they duration he will take to complete degree oversea. We don't know when is he leaving. I just know that he will leave soon, as soon as the end of the month or the latest by June, but that was unlikely to happen. He is not willing to wait until June. We don't even know to which country he is going, it is either Australia or England. Yeah, I am gonna eat bread in INTI for whole year if I want to visit those places him. We were both pursuing in INTI and we met each other almost daily, even for that half an hour for lunch. He had leave me for a whole month vacation at Australia and month of vacation at China before, I was really okey with those but this will be the first time we will not see each others for years. I had mentally prepared myself for this, I knew he will further study at oversea anytime or sooner. But still I can't hold back tears too when he told me that. I then promised to send him off at airport. It was my initial plan, it is just that I didn't tell him before.

So yeah, now in INTI, I am forever alone again. I don't have much friends here because of my introvert personality. Don't accuse me that I am not having friends here because I stick with my bf 24/7, you don't know me. I am forever alone even before we knew each other. And now I will back to square one, to my old life where I walk to class alone, eat in room alone and doing all sort of stuff alone. As I said, I am prepared for this, but it will take some time for me to adjust back to my forever alone life. Yeah, I can do it I knew it.

So that's all for the blog post this time. The next post should be about my Jimui Thatcher aka Doink birthday dinner celebration. Doink, if you are reading this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU!

 

Muahhahahaha! You didn't expect to see this right? I was browsing for a picture between you and me just for this post and I found this! Your current picture is lot prettier but it is ok, I ugly together with you :P

Happy birthday to you again! =)