RIP to my most hated subject, Corporate Finance.. I shall see you again in your next life.. Don't worry, it won't be long, the coming month I will stuck with you again for another 4 months.. Oh god..
I was in the middle of exam, but after done my killer papers and thinking that my next paper is at 5pm tomorrow, I shall relax and update myself a bit with my internet social life.. Check on facebook and blog of my friends.. Saw two of my friends, jesz and qin updated their blogs today, so I think it will be a good date for a blog session too.. lol.. the more the merrier.. >.<
Realized something that hit me hard in my face today..
I saw my friend's status and post, which shows that they care so much about their cgpa..
Grade of C or even B is enough to make them whining about how the low grade will pull down their cgpa.. Which this makes me feel very bad about myself.. I have very average result in my uni life, sometimes even lower than average when I had failed my papers several times before..
Of course, at the moment when I failed, I feel very bad and depressed.. Thinking of all the time wasted to study the subject but still fail at the end, thinking of the money spent to retake it, thinking of the poor cgpa and mostly, thinking of the journey of university life that will be prolonged just because I failed the papers..
I did improved.. Every time after I failed, I stood up strong again, retake the subject and pull up the grade back despite of how much I hate it..
However, there is still a thing that I never improve on.. I never have passion to get A in my university life.. Well, maybe in my foundation time, to get an A was still the goal.. But after stepping into degree, especially me in entering the last year, grade A is no longer the goal.. The goal? To only pass, of course.. For me, getting an A in degree is super hard, where it is almost impossible.. You should be happy when you can get a pass in degree life.. Only those kiasu people that just enter degree will still aim for A..
But now seems that I am wrong.. Somehow, when I browsed my friends' facebook page and blog, they are all mentioning their aim to get A in the final..
When one people told me that he wants to get A for his papers, I will think that this fella is just another kiasu people that are still new to degree.. an A in a degree life? How impossible is that..
But when there are 10 people saying the same thing?
It start to shake my original mindset that 'impossible to get A in degree'..
I doubt on my own ability and capability..
When only one can get A, he is just pure lucky or pure smart.. but when 10 people can get it..?
It is not pure lucky or pure smart anymore..
It is the effort you put in achieving a thing and the passion towards it..
Reflecting back on myself, I realized where is my mistake all the time..
I never get an A because I never aim for it.. I never believe in it.. I never believe in myself.. I never work hard towards it..
Work towards getting only pass and to get A is two different things.. and I never ever put enough effort for it..
How shameful is it when I only realize it now..
If this is the attitude I possessed towards my study since I stepped into my university life, there is probably only a year and half left to my graduation..
Feel shameful, feel bad and regret..
Thinking of today's papers, Financial Reporting, it is actually a good chance for me to grab an A for the very first time in my degree.. but it is me who take it for granted, not memorizing the format of account properly..
And my Corporate Finance paper, it will be another nightmare for me when I think that I have to retake the entire subject in coming sem..
The result is not out, in fact it was only 8 hours ago since I did that paper so it is not confirmed yet that I fail.. but I knew myself very well.. I knew what I was doing in the exam hall.. I never stop writing in the 2 hours period given but I know the standard of my answer.. They are not sufficient to pass.. But still, lets hope for a miracle to happen.. I want to proceed with my papers, not getting stuck with the same paper all over again..
When I was in exam hall, I did not have enough time to finish the paper..
For the last 10 minutes, my answer sheet is still blank for a question worth of 30 marks.. Mr Adrian was so happened to walk by me that time.. He saw my empty answer sheet, and then he looked at the clock, and look again at my answer sheet.. I was only just about to finish only one paragraph by that time.. I dare not to look into his face.. But I can somehow 'see' the disappointment in him.. It is already the last ten minutes, for a 30 marks question, and I was only at the first paragraph with only two lines of sentence..
Yeah I knew.. I can't help.. I was mad at myself too.. I felt like apologizing to Mr Adrian but to think back, it is useless..
What for apologizing to him..? It is me to suffer the consequences.. I should say sorry to myself.. Sorry for not realizing everything earlier..
If 10 of my friends can do it, and never say that getting an A is impossible, then why should I give up to get an A too? Why am I always at the negative thoughts when the positive one is just in front of me..?
I took everything for granted.. I remembered even getting a B for my English paper because I never put effort in it.. It was just English Language paper anyway.. But now, I want to change..
No more negative attitude.. no more giving up before trying.. I will take the past as lesson, a lesson that will motivate me in a way so that I can do better in my study..I am prepared to take the worst consequences for my final this time, but lets not look at the past anymore.. I had reflected myself on my past mistakes and this is time to change.. Lets have passion and goal towards the coming study sem.. Good luck =)
I still have two papers left, so better off to study now.. lets see if the last minute passion towards study and goal to get A will result in A or not =)
For friends who are having final, good luck guys =)
Fighting!
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Hey yo~
Went to hiatus for sometimes again..
Well.. what to do.. a month before this, I was having this tonsillitis for a week plus..
And then the mid term break started..
And right after the break is the submission date for assignments and tests..
So the busy life continues till now.. no, in fact I am still busy..
But feel like updating the blog, so why don't take a break? =)
As I mentioned in previous post before, 111111 was my 3rd anniversary with bf =)
So at the day itself, we went to our favourite duck rice restaurant for lunch and then we headed to Tutti Frutti for desserts..
Believe me if you step into the duck rice restaurant, you don't feel like sitting there for long time and even to order for drinks
But I promised it serves the best duck rice ever!
We both decide to go simple with the celebration and the next day, we went to Sunway Pyramid..
Ahh.. how long was it since we went to shopping mall just to walk around?
Every time we went for an outing, it will have the 'official purpose' there..
Mostly because of his business or work or some other important stuff..
When he came fetch me, I gave him the presents that I last-minutely prepared lol..
Rushing here and there but still can't give it to him on the official day :(
All bought and prepared at very last minute..
The pillow was prepared a week before and the 'book' was prepared only few days before the day..
Diesel perfume, Bros tumbler and the Iko biscuits was bought a day before anniversary..
I had to make a big lie to him so that I can go to Jusco Seremban without getting suspected :p
For me, the most meaningful is the 'book' where the it had recorded our journey since the day we get together until now in the 25 pages of writing and pictures..
I was having hard time writing out all the moments as I have poor memory and lack of pictures describing the moments..
But still, all the hard works pay off as he told me, he didn't even know that we have been through that much to come to here, 111111 =)
Yeah.. I didn't realize it too.. until I force myself to recall each events and moments and editing pictures to complete the book for both of us..
We were both carried away by the hectic life and we tend to forget what we have been through to make who are we today, so it is good to actually have something that can remind us about the path that we had been through =)
I think I will withdraw back the statement that he didn't buy me anything for the anniversary..
He bought me a meal in Bubba Gump, few singlets from Forever21 and a bracelet from Kitschen
Three days after the day, there was another gathering with my jimui for the bleated birthday celebration for Ivy, Kyle and Arsh at Allegro Cafe..
Went out early on that day because bf had to go SS15 to apply for overseas universities..
At around 6pm, he dropped me at doink's house and there, SS session started :p
Around 8pm+, we went to Allegro Cafe =)
The first gathering since my birthday gathering at July..
We were all busy with studies and all of us came with the date after like almost 2 months of discussing the date to gather..
I am so sorry to the 3 birthday people as I didn't buy anything for them :(
Will buy them presents when I am free >.<
Nice decorations and excellent service at the cafe but too bad variety of foods is too little..
No photos taken from me *I want a good digital camera!* let's wait for the pro to upload the photos :p
And as usual, 2nd round was held at Taipei Taipei, a not bad place to hang around but I hate that they allow smoking in the air-cond room lol
But this time, due to most of us was busy with academic, only 5 attended the 2nd round - Lai, Jovey, Shereen, Thatcher and me
Not so perfect gathering at the time as most of us were busy but will look forward for another gathering for the December baby at year end, where everyone is free =)
Ok, that to head with my oh-so-busy life
Will update soon! =)
Went to hiatus for sometimes again..
Well.. what to do.. a month before this, I was having this tonsillitis for a week plus..
And then the mid term break started..
And right after the break is the submission date for assignments and tests..
So the busy life continues till now.. no, in fact I am still busy..
But feel like updating the blog, so why don't take a break? =)
As I mentioned in previous post before, 111111 was my 3rd anniversary with bf =)
So at the day itself, we went to our favourite duck rice restaurant for lunch and then we headed to Tutti Frutti for desserts..
Believe me if you step into the duck rice restaurant, you don't feel like sitting there for long time and even to order for drinks
But I promised it serves the best duck rice ever!
We both decide to go simple with the celebration and the next day, we went to Sunway Pyramid..
Ahh.. how long was it since we went to shopping mall just to walk around?
Every time we went for an outing, it will have the 'official purpose' there..
Mostly because of his business or work or some other important stuff..
When he came fetch me, I gave him the presents that I last-minutely prepared lol..
Rushing here and there but still can't give it to him on the official day :(
All bought and prepared at very last minute..
The pillow was prepared a week before and the 'book' was prepared only few days before the day..
Diesel perfume, Bros tumbler and the Iko biscuits was bought a day before anniversary..
I had to make a big lie to him so that I can go to Jusco Seremban without getting suspected :p
For me, the most meaningful is the 'book' where the it had recorded our journey since the day we get together until now in the 25 pages of writing and pictures..
I was having hard time writing out all the moments as I have poor memory and lack of pictures describing the moments..
But still, all the hard works pay off as he told me, he didn't even know that we have been through that much to come to here, 111111 =)
Yeah.. I didn't realize it too.. until I force myself to recall each events and moments and editing pictures to complete the book for both of us..
We were both carried away by the hectic life and we tend to forget what we have been through to make who are we today, so it is good to actually have something that can remind us about the path that we had been through =)
I think I will withdraw back the statement that he didn't buy me anything for the anniversary..
He bought me a meal in Bubba Gump, few singlets from Forever21 and a bracelet from Kitschen
Three days after the day, there was another gathering with my jimui for the bleated birthday celebration for Ivy, Kyle and Arsh at Allegro Cafe..
Went out early on that day because bf had to go SS15 to apply for overseas universities..
At around 6pm, he dropped me at doink's house and there, SS session started :p
Around 8pm+, we went to Allegro Cafe =)
The first gathering since my birthday gathering at July..
We were all busy with studies and all of us came with the date after like almost 2 months of discussing the date to gather..
I am so sorry to the 3 birthday people as I didn't buy anything for them :(
Will buy them presents when I am free >.<
Nice decorations and excellent service at the cafe but too bad variety of foods is too little..
No photos taken from me *I want a good digital camera!* let's wait for the pro to upload the photos :p
And as usual, 2nd round was held at Taipei Taipei, a not bad place to hang around but I hate that they allow smoking in the air-cond room lol
But this time, due to most of us was busy with academic, only 5 attended the 2nd round - Lai, Jovey, Shereen, Thatcher and me
Not so perfect gathering at the time as most of us were busy but will look forward for another gathering for the December baby at year end, where everyone is free =)
Ok, that to head with my oh-so-busy life
Will update soon! =)
Friday, November 11, 2011
111111
Hey bloggie~
I am actually very busy now..
But thinking that today is a good day, so I decide to write even for a short post..
First of all, happy 111111 to all my readers! =)
It is a beautiful date today that happens only once in a thousand year and guess what, today is my 3rd anniversary too! =)
My bf and I started our relationship at 11.11.08 and throughout this 3 years, we have been through a lot, happy and conflicts..
And I am more than glad that we didn't give up on each other, still hanging on each other, making our way to another year of anniversary..
So how did we celebrate our very special 3rd anniversary?
Simple enough, we had lunch at our most favourite duck rice restaurant and we shared a cup of Trutti Frutti =)
And that's for the celebration..
Hmm.. maybe it is not the end there, since we are going to shopping mall tomorrow just to walk around, date around and chill around =)
I would not really call it as a 'anniversary date'.. because it was just normal window shopping there and here..
For the first time in any important event involving me, he didn't get me any presents, which I am glad for it..
I had receive lots of things from him, yet I never get to give..
So it is actually not bad not receiving any present from your love one during the anniversary =)
But this time, I got him something =)
And actually now I am still rushing it for him..
Last minute work =(
Ehem ehem.. hint is already given here.. *it is a hand-made gift* :p
Picture will not be shown out for now..
He will be the first to see the gifts before anyone else =)
And I am lucky that he didn't check on my blog, lol..
So today, everyone is talking about 111111 and everyone make a wish on it since it only happens once in a thousand year..
My wish?
Remains unchanged and simple..
I wish that everyone I love will stay happy and healthy, including myself =)
Love here does not refer only to romance love..
My definition towards love is much more broader than that..
It includes family love, friends love and any other kind of 'love' you can think of =)
I love my mummy daddy, my little bro..
I love my hometown jimui that grow up together with me..
I love my classmates that sit together with me for hours to complete the assignment..
To people I love, you should know who you are! Please be healthy and happy always!
I am always wishing for your happiness and health! =)
Talking about 111111, I somehow think that I got some "fate" with these numbers?
Like whenever I look at the time in my car, my smartphone, my laptop, almost all the time it will show 11.11am, 11.11pm, 1.11am or 1.11pm..
Of course the digital clock is running and they show some other time too, but I always get to "bump" in with the 11.11 or 1.11
How weird it is right..?
Is there any lottery that I can buy with the number of 1111?
I will like to see if the numbers bring any luck, lol..
Hmm.. guess I will end it here, I am rushing to publish this post before clock strikes 12am :p
What, it was a wonderful day today and I want make my post wonderful too, lol~
And I need to keep rushing to finish the gift so I can present it to him right after he is awake tomorrow! :D
Until then, tata world!
Happy 111111 ! =)
I am actually very busy now..
But thinking that today is a good day, so I decide to write even for a short post..
First of all, happy 111111 to all my readers! =)
It is a beautiful date today that happens only once in a thousand year and guess what, today is my 3rd anniversary too! =)
My bf and I started our relationship at 11.11.08 and throughout this 3 years, we have been through a lot, happy and conflicts..
And I am more than glad that we didn't give up on each other, still hanging on each other, making our way to another year of anniversary..
So how did we celebrate our very special 3rd anniversary?
Simple enough, we had lunch at our most favourite duck rice restaurant and we shared a cup of Trutti Frutti =)
And that's for the celebration..
Hmm.. maybe it is not the end there, since we are going to shopping mall tomorrow just to walk around, date around and chill around =)
I would not really call it as a 'anniversary date'.. because it was just normal window shopping there and here..
For the first time in any important event involving me, he didn't get me any presents, which I am glad for it..
I had receive lots of things from him, yet I never get to give..
So it is actually not bad not receiving any present from your love one during the anniversary =)
But this time, I got him something =)
And actually now I am still rushing it for him..
Last minute work =(
Ehem ehem.. hint is already given here.. *it is a hand-made gift* :p
Picture will not be shown out for now..
He will be the first to see the gifts before anyone else =)
And I am lucky that he didn't check on my blog, lol..
So today, everyone is talking about 111111 and everyone make a wish on it since it only happens once in a thousand year..
My wish?
Remains unchanged and simple..
I wish that everyone I love will stay happy and healthy, including myself =)
Love here does not refer only to romance love..
My definition towards love is much more broader than that..
It includes family love, friends love and any other kind of 'love' you can think of =)
I love my mummy daddy, my little bro..
I love my hometown jimui that grow up together with me..
I love my classmates that sit together with me for hours to complete the assignment..
To people I love, you should know who you are! Please be healthy and happy always!
I am always wishing for your happiness and health! =)
Talking about 111111, I somehow think that I got some "fate" with these numbers?
Like whenever I look at the time in my car, my smartphone, my laptop, almost all the time it will show 11.11am, 11.11pm, 1.11am or 1.11pm..
Of course the digital clock is running and they show some other time too, but I always get to "bump" in with the 11.11 or 1.11
How weird it is right..?
Is there any lottery that I can buy with the number of 1111?
I will like to see if the numbers bring any luck, lol..
Hmm.. guess I will end it here, I am rushing to publish this post before clock strikes 12am :p
What, it was a wonderful day today and I want make my post wonderful too, lol~
And I need to keep rushing to finish the gift so I can present it to him right after he is awake tomorrow! :D
Until then, tata world!
Happy 111111 ! =)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Pencils
Pencils..
No wait, in more accurate terms, lousy pencils and mechanical pencils..
How many do you still keep or use pencils..?
How many of you have come across a China brand lousy mechanical pencil but still keep it..?
I do..
People asked me why I still keep all the trash..
I replied that they are still usable, so don't waste it..
A part of the answer is true..
Another part is I am addicted to break pencils or mechanical pencils into half when I got angry..
Scientific explanation behind all these..?
Well, I don't know..
It is just..
Imagine the pencil is the people that make you angry, turn your sunny day with birds chirping into a stormy day..
And then you can grab it in your hand, and break it into half..like in real life you can kung fu the ass of that bastard that ruin your day..
And your anger may just dissapear after you break that cheap, lousy pencils that may not even cost a ringgit..
Do the calculation. And you will find that it is super worth it =)
Mechanical pencil is the best..
Because it was made from plastic, and sometimes, it is hard to break it into half..
Thus, I will concentrate all my 'energy' to break one mechanical pencil, and then I will get satisfied..
Cheap, how much will a China mechanical pencil cost..?
Pencil will do too..
But pencil was made from lead and wood, and it is too easy to be broken into half..
Thus, I will need to break more than one pencil to calm myself down..
Super cheap, yes I need more than one, but they were all cheap stuff..
People said that I do not know how to handle my stress..
I, being snobbish, never admit it..
Come one..
When I am in stress, I just need few minutes to cry out, few pencils, or an ice-cream to chill myself..
Back and forth, all the process may not even take half an hour..
I did not blow out my anger on anyone else, expect for my pencils..
That is good enough already right?
And don't tell me that I do not know how to control my emotion, aka my anger..
I had kept the mechanical pencil shown in above picture for almost two years..
I, being snobbish again, have pretty good temper and patient..
So yeah, what is your ways of controlling or releasing your anger? =)
No wait, in more accurate terms, lousy pencils and mechanical pencils..
How many do you still keep or use pencils..?
How many of you have come across a China brand lousy mechanical pencil but still keep it..?
I do..
People asked me why I still keep all the trash..
I replied that they are still usable, so don't waste it..
A part of the answer is true..
Another part is I am addicted to break pencils or mechanical pencils into half when I got angry..
Scientific explanation behind all these..?
Well, I don't know..
It is just..
Imagine the pencil is the people that make you angry, turn your sunny day with birds chirping into a stormy day..
And then you can grab it in your hand, and break it into half..like in real life you can kung fu the ass of that bastard that ruin your day..
And your anger may just dissapear after you break that cheap, lousy pencils that may not even cost a ringgit..
Do the calculation. And you will find that it is super worth it =)
Mechanical pencil is the best..
Because it was made from plastic, and sometimes, it is hard to break it into half..
Thus, I will concentrate all my 'energy' to break one mechanical pencil, and then I will get satisfied..
Cheap, how much will a China mechanical pencil cost..?
Pencil will do too..
But pencil was made from lead and wood, and it is too easy to be broken into half..
Thus, I will need to break more than one pencil to calm myself down..
Super cheap, yes I need more than one, but they were all cheap stuff..
People said that I do not know how to handle my stress..
I, being snobbish, never admit it..
Come one..
When I am in stress, I just need few minutes to cry out, few pencils, or an ice-cream to chill myself..
Back and forth, all the process may not even take half an hour..
I did not blow out my anger on anyone else, expect for my pencils..
That is good enough already right?
And don't tell me that I do not know how to control my emotion, aka my anger..
I had kept the mechanical pencil shown in above picture for almost two years..
I, being snobbish again, have pretty good temper and patient..
So yeah, what is your ways of controlling or releasing your anger? =)
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Back on blog
Hey yo readers!
Went to hiatus for some time xD
Thanks to my princess life again plus another new sem had just started..
I am just too lazy to update this bloggie but still, I have to finish this entry so I can post new entry..
So now is the time to update this bloggie a bit.. everything will just be brief, since it is a very long gap between this post and the previous one..
Lets start updating from the previous blog..
25th July to 27th July
Three days of final..
Three papers, three days..
Suffer a lot during the three days, since subjects I took are all core subjects..
But the happy news is, I passed! =D
28th July
My big day!
Have a post birthday celebration with all my belated jimui at Frames, Sunway Pyramid..
Oh boy.. it will be a very long post for this.. =)
So that day I went to Pyramid earlier to meet up with my very best pal, Ivy for a walk..
Ivy brought her *ehem* escort too xD
But ended up bought nothing cause already in deep red =(
And walk not much too.. *stupid high heels*
My happiest moment, is when watching my friends come over walking towards me one by one =')
Such a long time we don't have big biggie gathering like this..
And they all came because of me having my 21st birthday dinner =) i love you girls
So when half of the people is there, we went into Frames..
Very small restaurant yet beautifully decorated..
Once we sat down, we just keep chit chatting until forget ordering..
The waiter have to wait there and finally I think he fed up waiting for us, so he asked for us to order first before continue with our chit chatting =p
Have happy moments chewing good food, and having quality time with jimui =)
So these are the photos taken by me..
More photos on facebook ;)
For our group, having 2nd round is an usual tradition..
So after Frames, they planned to go Opera since it was only opposite Frames and it was Lady Night that day!
Omg! My 'virginity' to club! xD
But luckily at last they changed their mind and we went to Murni SS2 for a tea session =p
My virginity to club still here teehee! =)
Only Thatcher knows how to go Murni so she be the leader lead us to there..
Thatcher parked her car at CP7, mine at CP6 and Charlie's at CP5..
So she drive down and lead us one by one to Murni haha..
So the chat session continue there..
Around 1am+, we all went back..
Still thanks girls for coming, some coming after work and some coming right after class..
I appreciated it a lot..
And so now, pressie time!! xD
Man : 啊林，我刚放工。现在traffic jam。。*and blahblahblah, I can't remember*
Me : 那你是不到还是迟到？*in heart praying that she will come*
Man : 哎呀！我当然会来啦，是迟到而已。
Lol.. kinda funny that time, I was so scared that she will give up coming since she is stuck in the traffic jam
Thats for the day.. =)
30th July
Back to Raub to enjoy my princess life!
First two weeks I was enjoying myself in home with all the HK movies and unlimited internet speed and then for the rest of my 'holiday', I have to help my mom out at her shop lol
8th to 12th August
I was at Kuantan at that time for some training related to my mom's work..
No one is going so I am the best candidate -.-
Thought it will be super boring but people there is friendly!
I love them a lot =)
Not to mention the food too!
The people I met and lots of yummy food I had there! =)
19th August 2011
Bf came to my hometown..
And I celebrated his birthday although it had been a past..
His birthday fall on 13th August but I am not there to celebrate with him =(
In fact he said no one celebrated with him =(
His 21st birthday is like other ordinary days..
I am so sorry that I am not celebrating with you, not even preparing a gift for you..
I felt bad..
My fault on never plan things well and never save ahead =(
Anyway, I bought a cake for him but no birthday song was sang and no candle-blowing..
He said that it is not good to blow candle after one's birthday..
Even you want give him a gift, you must not mention that the gift is for the birthday..
The birthday cake for him. I can't even prepare a nice looking cake for him =(
23th to 24th August
Back to INTI just for the enrollment..
Stupid INTI does not have online enrollment system, making me drive 2.5 hours back just to enroll..
Not attending any class, since it was only the first week and the next week is holiday due to Raya, so I just went back the next day..
2th September
A bbq party at jesz's house!
For gathering and moon cake festival..
Have great fun and laughter that night..
Being with you girls is the happiest moment..
The feeling is different when we have all sort of gathering in the fancy restaurants..
At home, we can dress as simple as we want, shout at each other and running there and here like children =)
5th September
Mom's birthday! =)
Bf was there to celebrate it with us
He even cooked us western style dinner as celebration dinner and I forget to take picture for the delicious dinner -.-
Mom was surprised, because she thought we forgot bout her birthday!
Lol it was all part of plan :p
No pressie for mom, cause in deep red =(
Mummy, I will buy you a new bag for Christmas pressie!
6th September
Back to INTI.. holiday ended just like that >.<
I want back my princess life!
And so, busy life started..
14th September
My jimui Jovey's birthday dinner celebration!
Happy birthday Jovey =D
Felt proud of myself that day, cause I went to Doink's house alone, although get lost in the journey and need them to come out and guide me =.=
But still, now I know how to go her house next time..
And we went to a Mexican restaurant, Las Carretas..
Nice food there whey!
21st September
Something important happened..
But I am not sure whether I should talk bout it at public..
Perhaps I should keep to myself first and will talk about it when the time comes =)
26th September
Went to Sunway Pyramid with bf, Poon and Hazel to celebrate her birthday
Happy birthday Poon!
So many people birthday in this entry -.-
Went to Tony Roma to have dinner, second time here =)
After dinner we went for movie, Johnny English Reborn
Haha my beloved Mr Bean =)
So that's what happen until now..
Such a long entry here, hope readers don't mind..
It is already short for a single post that cramps all the things happened in few months kay?
This few weekend I kept going back hometown, because bf brought his car back to overhaul..
It is cheaper back in my hometown..
So we kept going to and fro to hometown to check out the car, to send the car to another mechanic after the previous one is done..
And to think I will post a bit of the car's photos after it was all done..
Another month to go for the reborn of bf's baby =D
Nothing special happen..
Just becoming nerd Ruby again..
Will continue study after this post..
It is quite hard to adapt into nerd mode again after a month holiday =(
Anyway, wish myself luck!
Aka aka fighting!!
Will update soon! ;)
Went to hiatus for some time xD
Thanks to my princess life again plus another new sem had just started..
I am just too lazy to update this bloggie but still, I have to finish this entry so I can post new entry..
So now is the time to update this bloggie a bit.. everything will just be brief, since it is a very long gap between this post and the previous one..
Lets start updating from the previous blog..
25th July to 27th July
Three days of final..
Three papers, three days..
Suffer a lot during the three days, since subjects I took are all core subjects..
But the happy news is, I passed! =D
28th July
My big day!
Have a post birthday celebration with all my belated jimui at Frames, Sunway Pyramid..
Oh boy.. it will be a very long post for this.. =)
So that day I went to Pyramid earlier to meet up with my very best pal, Ivy for a walk..
Ivy brought her *ehem* escort too xD
But ended up bought nothing cause already in deep red =(
And walk not much too.. *stupid high heels*
My happiest moment, is when watching my friends come over walking towards me one by one =')
Such a long time we don't have big biggie gathering like this..
And they all came because of me having my 21st birthday dinner =) i love you girls
So when half of the people is there, we went into Frames..
Very small restaurant yet beautifully decorated..
Once we sat down, we just keep chit chatting until forget ordering..
The waiter have to wait there and finally I think he fed up waiting for us, so he asked for us to order first before continue with our chit chatting =p
Have happy moments chewing good food, and having quality time with jimui =)
So these are the photos taken by me..More photos on facebook ;)
For our group, having 2nd round is an usual tradition..
So after Frames, they planned to go Opera since it was only opposite Frames and it was Lady Night that day!
Omg! My 'virginity' to club! xD
But luckily at last they changed their mind and we went to Murni SS2 for a tea session =p
My virginity to club still here teehee! =)
Only Thatcher knows how to go Murni so she be the leader lead us to there..
Thatcher parked her car at CP7, mine at CP6 and Charlie's at CP5..
So she drive down and lead us one by one to Murni haha..
So the chat session continue there..
Around 1am+, we all went back..
Still thanks girls for coming, some coming after work and some coming right after class..
I appreciated it a lot..
And so now, pressie time!! xD
First pressie received is from Jesz and Charlie..
A pinkie tumbler!
Just nice since I wanted to find a new one replacing my mine tupperware tumbler! =)
And now I get it as my birthday gift! =)
Thanks Jesz and Charlie!
A pinkie tumbler!
Just nice since I wanted to find a new one replacing my mine tupperware tumbler! =)
And now I get it as my birthday gift! =)
Thanks Jesz and Charlie!
And next is Paris Hilton purse from Jovey and Alven..
Ahh.. what can I say..
Thanks so much girl.. =)
But feel a little uneasy to use it, since I scared I will dirty it..
All purse or bag which is at my hand will get dirtied, regardless white or dark in color =(
Ahh.. what can I say..
Thanks so much girl.. =)
But feel a little uneasy to use it, since I scared I will dirty it..
All purse or bag which is at my hand will get dirtied, regardless white or dark in color =(
A necklace from Ivy, Jian Qin and Ah Lai..
It is a R pendant there too! =)
Oh my oh my..
First present received which symbolize myself ;)
Thanks so much..
I had a similar necklace before, but the R is broken =(
But now I got a new one yay! =)
It is a R pendant there too! =)
Oh my oh my..
First present received which symbolize myself ;)
Thanks so much..
I had a similar necklace before, but the R is broken =(
But now I got a new one yay! =)
A chocolate from Ivy's *escort*
Ohh.. he is the least expected to give me a gift!
Since I knew him only on that day!
But he knew about me a lot, thanks to Ivy =.=
And vy-vy, don't you dare to dump him, I like this boyfriend of yours :p
And I finished the chocolate on the night itself xD
What, no fridge in my hostel, me being nice and scare it melted and it will then wasted the chocolate so I finish it as soon as possible =P
Ohh.. he is the least expected to give me a gift!
Since I knew him only on that day!
But he knew about me a lot, thanks to Ivy =.=
And vy-vy, don't you dare to dump him, I like this boyfriend of yours :p
And I finished the chocolate on the night itself xD
What, no fridge in my hostel, me being nice and scare it melted and it will then wasted the chocolate so I finish it as soon as possible =P
This color make up set is from Thatcher, Shereen, Mei and ah dear CCT!
I love it a lot!
Bet it is either Sher or Cher who picked it for me :)
Now I have more choice of color when come to paint my eyelids now muahaha =)
I love it a lot!
Bet it is either Sher or Cher who picked it for me :)
Now I have more choice of color when come to paint my eyelids now muahaha =)
And this cute puppy doll is from Wen Man..
Aww.. I miss her a lot!
Like ages since I last saw her =)
This puppy doll is actually roll paper holder..
Lol cute right..
Something funny with Man that day..
She rushed to Frames right after work..
And being polite, she called me to inform that she will be late..
Aww.. I miss her a lot!
Like ages since I last saw her =)
This puppy doll is actually roll paper holder..
Lol cute right..
Something funny with Man that day..
She rushed to Frames right after work..
And being polite, she called me to inform that she will be late..
Man : 啊林，我刚放工。现在traffic jam。。*and blahblahblah, I can't remember*
Me : 那你是不到还是迟到？*in heart praying that she will come*
Man : 哎呀！我当然会来啦，是迟到而已。
Lol.. kinda funny that time, I was so scared that she will give up coming since she is stuck in the traffic jam
Thats for the day.. =)
30th July
Back to Raub to enjoy my princess life!
First two weeks I was enjoying myself in home with all the HK movies and unlimited internet speed and then for the rest of my 'holiday', I have to help my mom out at her shop lol
8th to 12th August
I was at Kuantan at that time for some training related to my mom's work..
No one is going so I am the best candidate -.-
Thought it will be super boring but people there is friendly!
I love them a lot =)
Not to mention the food too!
The people I met and lots of yummy food I had there! =)19th August 2011
Bf came to my hometown..
And I celebrated his birthday although it had been a past..
His birthday fall on 13th August but I am not there to celebrate with him =(
In fact he said no one celebrated with him =(
His 21st birthday is like other ordinary days..
I am so sorry that I am not celebrating with you, not even preparing a gift for you..
I felt bad..
My fault on never plan things well and never save ahead =(
Anyway, I bought a cake for him but no birthday song was sang and no candle-blowing..
He said that it is not good to blow candle after one's birthday..
Even you want give him a gift, you must not mention that the gift is for the birthday..
The birthday cake for him. I can't even prepare a nice looking cake for him =(23th to 24th August
Back to INTI just for the enrollment..
Stupid INTI does not have online enrollment system, making me drive 2.5 hours back just to enroll..
Not attending any class, since it was only the first week and the next week is holiday due to Raya, so I just went back the next day..
2th September
A bbq party at jesz's house!
For gathering and moon cake festival..
Have great fun and laughter that night..
Being with you girls is the happiest moment..
The feeling is different when we have all sort of gathering in the fancy restaurants..
At home, we can dress as simple as we want, shout at each other and running there and here like children =)
All of us. Oh wait, Charlie was not in, he was the photographer haha. Picture stolen from onlyjesz.blogspot.com =)
5th September
Mom's birthday! =)
Bf was there to celebrate it with us
He even cooked us western style dinner as celebration dinner and I forget to take picture for the delicious dinner -.-
Mom was surprised, because she thought we forgot bout her birthday!
Lol it was all part of plan :p
No pressie for mom, cause in deep red =(
Mummy, I will buy you a new bag for Christmas pressie!
Want to know what's wrong with the birthday cake? My bro took it out from fridge and don't know why it fell down from his grip. And this is what the cake looks like =.=
6th September
Back to INTI.. holiday ended just like that >.<
I want back my princess life!
And so, busy life started..
14th September
My jimui Jovey's birthday dinner celebration!
Happy birthday Jovey =D
Felt proud of myself that day, cause I went to Doink's house alone, although get lost in the journey and need them to come out and guide me =.=
But still, now I know how to go her house next time..
And we went to a Mexican restaurant, Las Carretas..
Nice food there whey!
Most photos are from onlyjesz.blogspot.com
I don't have a good camera like she have, or her bf have =( I want one too..
21st September
Something important happened..
But I am not sure whether I should talk bout it at public..
Perhaps I should keep to myself first and will talk about it when the time comes =)
26th September
Went to Sunway Pyramid with bf, Poon and Hazel to celebrate her birthday
Happy birthday Poon!
So many people birthday in this entry -.-
Went to Tony Roma to have dinner, second time here =)
After dinner we went for movie, Johnny English Reborn
Haha my beloved Mr Bean =)
So that's what happen until now..
Such a long entry here, hope readers don't mind..
It is already short for a single post that cramps all the things happened in few months kay?
This few weekend I kept going back hometown, because bf brought his car back to overhaul..
It is cheaper back in my hometown..
So we kept going to and fro to hometown to check out the car, to send the car to another mechanic after the previous one is done..
And to think I will post a bit of the car's photos after it was all done..
Another month to go for the reborn of bf's baby =D
Nothing special happen..
Just becoming nerd Ruby again..
Will continue study after this post..
It is quite hard to adapt into nerd mode again after a month holiday =(
Anyway, wish myself luck!
Aka aka fighting!!
Will update soon! ;)
Friday, July 15, 2011
Birthday
I am officially 21!
Happy 21st to me! =)
So how is my birthday..?
My birthday fall on my busiest week in Inti =(
So I had no big biggie celebration for it.. =(
There goes my 21st birthday..
Just a simple dinner with boyfriend at Pizza Hut and a mini sized cake from King's Bakery..
I actually do not mind of the celebration..
But now looking back at my college mates that have a huge wedding-like birthday party and a huge key-shaped cake, limlim's envious is in the air~~
Lol..
But anyway, I am actually happy..
I got around 100 wishes on facebook and my friends call and text me to wish me happy birthday..
Not to mention those who wish me face to face =)
I am happy, thanks all who wished me =)
And I got lotsa birthday present for this year..
All because of I am 21 this year
Can I be 21 every year so I can have this unlimited happiness? :p
Here comes the snaps for my birthday present =)
Wishes from friends at Facebook!
Can't print screen all of them, too many :p
But I do remember =)
Thanks a lot guys..
Really made my days..
So that's all about my birthday..
I am waiting for the post-birthday dinner at 28/7 with my girls..!
Miss them a lot..
Have been calculating for the days.. haha
I am a grown girl now..
Have to be mature..
Have to think things ahead..
No more cute acting.. haha
So that's all about my birthday..
Simple enough, yet I am happy with it =)
Happy 21st to me! =)
So how is my birthday..?
My birthday fall on my busiest week in Inti =(
So I had no big biggie celebration for it.. =(
There goes my 21st birthday..
Just a simple dinner with boyfriend at Pizza Hut and a mini sized cake from King's Bakery..
I actually do not mind of the celebration..
But now looking back at my college mates that have a huge wedding-like birthday party and a huge key-shaped cake, limlim's envious is in the air~~
Lol..
But anyway, I am actually happy..
I got around 100 wishes on facebook and my friends call and text me to wish me happy birthday..
Not to mention those who wish me face to face =)
I am happy, thanks all who wished me =)
And I got lotsa birthday present for this year..
All because of I am 21 this year
Can I be 21 every year so I can have this unlimited happiness? :p
Here comes the snaps for my birthday present =)
This is a key necklace from mummy!!
I love you mummy!
Yes, I am wearing the necklace when I snap this picture!
Am just too lazy to take out the necklace and snap it and then wear it back..
So there was it, I snapped it when wearing it :p
Beautiful skin complexion I have, yea.. hahax!
Well I guess I am the special one because I have two keys..!
Thanks to the uncle 'forcing' my mum to get two keys for me -.-
I love you mummy!
Yes, I am wearing the necklace when I snap this picture!
Am just too lazy to take out the necklace and snap it and then wear it back..
So there was it, I snapped it when wearing it :p
Beautiful skin complexion I have, yea.. hahax!
Well I guess I am the special one because I have two keys..!
Thanks to the uncle 'forcing' my mum to get two keys for me -.-
This is a dress given by Lai Kuan
Actually this is given few weeks before my birthday..
I went to Lai Kuan's room to chat with her and then when I saw this dress and I said it is pretty, she gave it to me..
Felt very uneasy to accept it..
But she insists..
She said she bought it for fun and later then, she realize that there is no occasion that she can wear this dress out..
So it had been long time in her closet before she gave it to me..
We had time pushing the dress to and fro between us because I just can't find a reason why I should accept it..!
And then she said take it as my last year's birthday present..
Lol..
At last, I took the dress.. and I took it as my current year's birthday present..
Quite happy because I was searching for a dress that time! for my birthday dinner!
And my wish is granted, just like that! =)
When it is my birthday, she came to my room, bringing two bags in as my birthday present!
Actually this is given few weeks before my birthday..
I went to Lai Kuan's room to chat with her and then when I saw this dress and I said it is pretty, she gave it to me..
Felt very uneasy to accept it..
But she insists..
She said she bought it for fun and later then, she realize that there is no occasion that she can wear this dress out..
So it had been long time in her closet before she gave it to me..
We had time pushing the dress to and fro between us because I just can't find a reason why I should accept it..!
And then she said take it as my last year's birthday present..
Lol..
At last, I took the dress.. and I took it as my current year's birthday present..
Quite happy because I was searching for a dress that time! for my birthday dinner!
And my wish is granted, just like that! =)
When it is my birthday, she came to my room, bringing two bags in as my birthday present!
This time, she said she bought them online because they were cheap yet just nice to be given out as presents to friends..
And coincidentally, it was my birthday when she got this bags..
And she just gave it to me..
Thanks a lot girl =)
And coincidentally, it was my birthday when she got this bags..
And she just gave it to me..
Thanks a lot girl =)
This is a present from me to myself :p
It had been so long since I spent money for myself, so I thought of pampering myself on my 21st :p
Heels!!
My favorite! =)
And it is purposely bought to match the dress and for my birthday dinner! yay!!
It had been so long since I spent money for myself, so I thought of pampering myself on my 21st :p
Heels!!
My favorite! =)
And it is purposely bought to match the dress and for my birthday dinner! yay!!
Samsung Galaxy S 2!
A present from boyfriend!
Well.. what else I can say for this..?
Thanks so much dear.. =)
I love it a lot..
My first smart phone and I think will be the last ><
I will never ever spend so much on a phone..
Unless there is another smart phone as present for coming years :p
A present from boyfriend!
Well.. what else I can say for this..?
Thanks so much dear.. =)
I love it a lot..
My first smart phone and I think will be the last ><
I will never ever spend so much on a phone..
Unless there is another smart phone as present for coming years :p
Wishes from friends at Facebook!Can't print screen all of them, too many :p
But I do remember =)
Thanks a lot guys..
Really made my days..
Not to forget my friends who called and sms me..
Thanks so much..
Realize there is foreign number in my phone? =)
Thanks so much..
Realize there is foreign number in my phone? =)
So that's all about my birthday..
I am waiting for the post-birthday dinner at 28/7 with my girls..!
Miss them a lot..
Have been calculating for the days.. haha
I am a grown girl now..
Have to be mature..
Have to think things ahead..
No more cute acting.. haha
So that's all about my birthday..
Simple enough, yet I am happy with it =)
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Bingo
Went to buy newspaper this morning..
Saw the aunt at the newspaper stall playing this Bingo game with another aunt that sit behind her at the coffee shop..
There is quite a distance between them, so they just shout out the number loudly without even looking at each other..
I smiled ghostly at the aunt..
It might sound stupid and silly for some people..
But for me, this sounds like 'home'..
My home, my village..
Kampung Sempalit, Raub, Pahang
And this is how village people acts like :]
Saw the aunt at the newspaper stall playing this Bingo game with another aunt that sit behind her at the coffee shop..
There is quite a distance between them, so they just shout out the number loudly without even looking at each other..
I smiled ghostly at the aunt..
It might sound stupid and silly for some people..
But for me, this sounds like 'home'..
My home, my village..
Kampung Sempalit, Raub, Pahang
And this is how village people acts like :]
Saturday, June 25, 2011
When the realization hits in
Last few night, I have this very special friend of mine playing a game with me..
I think we can name the game as 'know more about you'..
And through this game, he reminded me of something..
Something that I had held long as dream and ambition..
But I had kind of forgotten about that, due to the pressure thrown by the cruel reality..
I asked him about his wish list..
He answered : I enjoy helping animals.. I seriously don't like human..
Yes, he is a cute vet-to-be :)
His words then hit me..
I started to realize something..
Ahh..
How long since the last time I said "I enjoy helping.."??
Honestly, environmental factors can change a person a lot..
My family background is one of it..
How long I want to see my dad selling fruits at a small stall..?
How about my younger brothers..?
Can I as the eldest sister seeing them working hard day and nights but earning just that few hundreds ringgit..?
And, my boyfriend is all about business minded and profit making..
All these dragged me out of my own ambition..
I started to forget about myself..
All these pull me further away from myself..
This very special friend of mine; I envy him a lot..
He is happy and he is doing the things that he likes most..
To study across three different countries before you can achieve with what you dream of is not easy..
And yet, he can make it..
I still remember when I start searching for college, I was still keen to search the course related to my ambition, though I know I can't make it at last..
My family is not being supportive at this..
And there, I had walked out a new path, a path that I never even dream of taking it..
Accounting
This was a total nightmare..
I remembered how I used to fail this paper again and again during my high school time..
Then, at the first two years of my study in accounting, I still hope that one day I can go back to my true ambition..
I still tell people that I want to further pursue in psychology after my accounting degree..
But when the reality hits it, I totally forgot about it..
When my boyfriend starts converting me to business woman, I start to forget about psychology..
When my mum starts telling me more and more stories about the family, I don't even have a minute to think about psychology..
It is like, my mindset have been switched, totally..
I have not being the true me..
The now me will not talk about psychology anymore..
I just think of how to graduate my accounting paper, and then proceed further with profession paper, so I can get a good pay..
And then, I will work for few years..
And even taking part time finance course to equip myself in my work field..
Then I will start building my own business, whatever it is, I don't care..
The business will just have to earn income to feed my family, to bring my family to a higher status..
These were all in my mind, until his words hit me into realization..
When it is his turn to ask me back the same question, without a second thought, I answered : I want to be a business woman..
And then here comes his words on 'I enjoy helping animals' and 'I don't like human seriously'..
Enjoy helping..
Again, when is the last time I said this..?
I can't remember myself..
I want to be a psychologist because I enjoy helping human..
I enjoy the studying the mystery of human brain and mentality..
I want to help those weak in mental to stand up strong again..
And now, it lead me into dilemma..
For few days I had been thinking about this..
To think whether I should do the thing I love or to do things for the one I love..?
I think we can name the game as 'know more about you'..
And through this game, he reminded me of something..
Something that I had held long as dream and ambition..
But I had kind of forgotten about that, due to the pressure thrown by the cruel reality..
I asked him about his wish list..
He answered : I enjoy helping animals.. I seriously don't like human..
Yes, he is a cute vet-to-be :)
His words then hit me..
I started to realize something..
Ahh..
How long since the last time I said "I enjoy helping.."??
Honestly, environmental factors can change a person a lot..
My family background is one of it..
How long I want to see my dad selling fruits at a small stall..?
How about my younger brothers..?
Can I as the eldest sister seeing them working hard day and nights but earning just that few hundreds ringgit..?
And, my boyfriend is all about business minded and profit making..
All these dragged me out of my own ambition..
I started to forget about myself..
All these pull me further away from myself..
This very special friend of mine; I envy him a lot..
He is happy and he is doing the things that he likes most..
To study across three different countries before you can achieve with what you dream of is not easy..
And yet, he can make it..
I still remember when I start searching for college, I was still keen to search the course related to my ambition, though I know I can't make it at last..
My family is not being supportive at this..
And there, I had walked out a new path, a path that I never even dream of taking it..
Accounting
This was a total nightmare..
I remembered how I used to fail this paper again and again during my high school time..
Then, at the first two years of my study in accounting, I still hope that one day I can go back to my true ambition..
I still tell people that I want to further pursue in psychology after my accounting degree..
But when the reality hits it, I totally forgot about it..
When my boyfriend starts converting me to business woman, I start to forget about psychology..
When my mum starts telling me more and more stories about the family, I don't even have a minute to think about psychology..
It is like, my mindset have been switched, totally..
I have not being the true me..
The now me will not talk about psychology anymore..
I just think of how to graduate my accounting paper, and then proceed further with profession paper, so I can get a good pay..
And then, I will work for few years..
And even taking part time finance course to equip myself in my work field..
Then I will start building my own business, whatever it is, I don't care..
The business will just have to earn income to feed my family, to bring my family to a higher status..
These were all in my mind, until his words hit me into realization..
When it is his turn to ask me back the same question, without a second thought, I answered : I want to be a business woman..
And then here comes his words on 'I enjoy helping animals' and 'I don't like human seriously'..
Enjoy helping..
Again, when is the last time I said this..?
I can't remember myself..
I want to be a psychologist because I enjoy helping human..
I enjoy the studying the mystery of human brain and mentality..
I want to help those weak in mental to stand up strong again..
And now, it lead me into dilemma..
For few days I had been thinking about this..
To think whether I should do the thing I love or to do things for the one I love..?
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Am feeling good
Hey readers! :D
I knew that I had been posting a lot lately but just please bear with me la..
I can only revise well after getting my word of heart spoken out :p
So there, in these few days time, good things happen to me in a row :)
I think right if later I go buy 4d with my car number I might as well as get the last prize :p
So lets get started with what's so good happened to me lately :)
Tuesday
As mentioned in previous post, Ah Long and Heather knocked on my window and chatted with me..
It was the first time for Heather and it had been long time since Ah Long knocked on my window..
I remembered those days when Ah Long knocked on my window simply just to disturb me or to borrow written assignment from me..
Whatever purpose he is coming for, he always make my day :)
Wednesday
A robbery case happened in Inti and I eye witnessed it myself..
So coming back to my room, I posted it on Facebook, sharing it with other Inti-ians so they can took a lesson from it and take good care of their own belongings and safety..
And surprisingly, Lily replied me and she was so interested to know about the whole story and so she invited me to the pantry so I can tell her the whole thing in details..
And on that day, a student forum is going on..
Students could go there and practiced their freedom of speech with the management..
And Lily suggested going to the forum and propose to management about this case..
And so, she invited me to go to forum together and dinner with her!! :D
I was so happy that I immediately agreed..
It is not always people asked me for dinner eh..
Dinner at KFC Tesco, yay finally I got heavy meal for dinner since the sem and I gained 1/2 inch on my belly after the meal -.-
Thursday
I was in extreme moody mood right after I woke on that day..
Why..? Because I missed my important lecture in the morning at 8am.. Taxation!!
It was a sudden replacement class, but still it was important..!!
I was so freaked out because I remembered the miss said that she will ask question for those skipped her class :( I am not doing it on purpose sobs..
And I have Taxation class with the miss at the very same day, 4pm!
And the whole day, I was trying to catch up the lesson by studying on my own..
But sometimes, it is not that when you read, then you will understand..
Taxation is all about getting the correct concept..
So without any explanation, even reading the the 3 inches thick text book won't help..
I was frustrated and scared..
But in the class, Xwee aka Venna Tang taught me the lecture! :D
Felt so grateful!
She summarized the 2 hours lessons and taught me in less than 10minutes time!
And thanks to her, I grab the concept pretty well and my mood level rise from red to green immediately! ;)
Friday
I almost missed the 8am class today but lucky my mum called to wake me up! :D
Yes I still need a morning call from my mum, call me baby and spoiled brat..
I am proud to be the spoiled brat, how many of you having your mum calling day and night?
Me love my mummy!!
Good thing #2 for the day, my classmate bought me a sandwich! :)
Thanks so much..
She said that I lend her my notes so this was her way of saying thanks..
She was being mad polite! It was just a note! And as far as I can remember, my notes are messy, I was wondering if she understand it or not..
Sorry if this post bored you reader..
I am very aware that the 'good things' that I posted might be very silly and minor to some of you guys..
Almost all my friends have their own buddy in Uni.. And the 'good things' that I claimed might happen to you guys always, but not me..
I am a weirdo I know.. I don't have much friends here.. I am always alone in my room or the most I hang out with is with my boyfriend's friends..
So when these things happen to me, I was just too happy..
I felt like finally people notice about my presence..
So even the slightest thing you did or say will make my day!
These might be minor to you but its all for me!
Appreciate those who gave me these good feeling! love you guys muahx! :)
I knew that I had been posting a lot lately but just please bear with me la..
I can only revise well after getting my word of heart spoken out :p
So there, in these few days time, good things happen to me in a row :)
I think right if later I go buy 4d with my car number I might as well as get the last prize :p
So lets get started with what's so good happened to me lately :)
Tuesday
As mentioned in previous post, Ah Long and Heather knocked on my window and chatted with me..
It was the first time for Heather and it had been long time since Ah Long knocked on my window..
I remembered those days when Ah Long knocked on my window simply just to disturb me or to borrow written assignment from me..
Whatever purpose he is coming for, he always make my day :)
Wednesday
A robbery case happened in Inti and I eye witnessed it myself..
So coming back to my room, I posted it on Facebook, sharing it with other Inti-ians so they can took a lesson from it and take good care of their own belongings and safety..
And surprisingly, Lily replied me and she was so interested to know about the whole story and so she invited me to the pantry so I can tell her the whole thing in details..
And on that day, a student forum is going on..
Students could go there and practiced their freedom of speech with the management..
And Lily suggested going to the forum and propose to management about this case..
And so, she invited me to go to forum together and dinner with her!! :D
I was so happy that I immediately agreed..
It is not always people asked me for dinner eh..
Dinner at KFC Tesco, yay finally I got heavy meal for dinner since the sem and I gained 1/2 inch on my belly after the meal -.-
Thursday
I was in extreme moody mood right after I woke on that day..
Why..? Because I missed my important lecture in the morning at 8am.. Taxation!!
It was a sudden replacement class, but still it was important..!!
I was so freaked out because I remembered the miss said that she will ask question for those skipped her class :( I am not doing it on purpose sobs..
And I have Taxation class with the miss at the very same day, 4pm!
And the whole day, I was trying to catch up the lesson by studying on my own..
But sometimes, it is not that when you read, then you will understand..
Taxation is all about getting the correct concept..
So without any explanation, even reading the the 3 inches thick text book won't help..
I was frustrated and scared..
But in the class, Xwee aka Venna Tang taught me the lecture! :D
Felt so grateful!
She summarized the 2 hours lessons and taught me in less than 10minutes time!
And thanks to her, I grab the concept pretty well and my mood level rise from red to green immediately! ;)
Friday
I almost missed the 8am class today but lucky my mum called to wake me up! :D
Yes I still need a morning call from my mum, call me baby and spoiled brat..
I am proud to be the spoiled brat, how many of you having your mum calling day and night?
Me love my mummy!!
Good thing #2 for the day, my classmate bought me a sandwich! :)
Thanks so much..
She said that I lend her my notes so this was her way of saying thanks..
She was being mad polite! It was just a note! And as far as I can remember, my notes are messy, I was wondering if she understand it or not..
Sorry if this post bored you reader..
I am very aware that the 'good things' that I posted might be very silly and minor to some of you guys..
Almost all my friends have their own buddy in Uni.. And the 'good things' that I claimed might happen to you guys always, but not me..
I am a weirdo I know.. I don't have much friends here.. I am always alone in my room or the most I hang out with is with my boyfriend's friends..
So when these things happen to me, I was just too happy..
I felt like finally people notice about my presence..
So even the slightest thing you did or say will make my day!
These might be minor to you but its all for me!
Appreciate those who gave me these good feeling! love you guys muahx! :)
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Unexpected guests
Well well.. I have a quiz tomorrow and look what am I doing now..
Blogging..!
I supposed to sleep or do revision now..!
But, I am extremely happy now thus I decided to give myself a break and blog it out :)
Just now I had two unexpected guests..
For your all information, I am staying in a hostel block at ground floor..
The convenience of staying at ground floor is people can knock your window and stand there to chat with you the whole day :)
And this friend of mine, AhLong knew that I was staying here long time ago..
So just now, he paid me a visit together with Heather..
Just a simple knock or a simple "RUBY LIM LOON PING!" from outside the window can make me smile wide :)
Finally I got friend who pay me a visit after class time and willing to stand outside the window to chat with me eh..
See, I got friends too neh.. ^^
I was happy..
I wonder since when we had our last chat like this..?
One year..? Two years..?
Or since the class separation at the second sem I was in Inti..?
AhLong and Heather stood outside the window to chat with me, and observed my room..
Haha.. I was real happy..
I never give up on missing you guys..
3A2 was the best class I ever had in my life after 3M and 5I classes that I had during my secondary school time..
3A2 was the first class I had in Inti, consisted of 20 male and 20 female students..
The best and irreplaceable class I had in Inti :)
AhLong and Heather, were in the class as well..
I never thought of having guests from my window anymore..
Firstly, it is simply because my current classmates don't know where am I staying..
Bet that they are not interested to know as well..
Most of my current classmates, are just plain classmates..
The interactions we had, are all limited to class period only..
Second, it had been a long long gap since my interaction with my batch of friends..
So it is never crossed in my mind that they will pay me another visit..
But now, they did..
AhLong and Heather; although the chat is not a long one, but it is enough to make me smile wide, enough to make me feel touched :')
Lucky I never move out from this room..
Yes, I am staying in a room located at ground floor and near the study room, which sometimes it is super noisy due to the people walking, running and chatting near my room..
And sometimes it is so inconvenience because I could not open the window wide when I feel hot..
But still, there is reason where I refuse to leave..
There is a good reason where I am willing to bear with the noise and stuff :)
And the reason shall be the one that make my day..
Happy to welcome the unexpected guests :)
Blogging..!
I supposed to sleep or do revision now..!
But, I am extremely happy now thus I decided to give myself a break and blog it out :)
Just now I had two unexpected guests..
For your all information, I am staying in a hostel block at ground floor..
The convenience of staying at ground floor is people can knock your window and stand there to chat with you the whole day :)
And this friend of mine, AhLong knew that I was staying here long time ago..
So just now, he paid me a visit together with Heather..
Just a simple knock or a simple "RUBY LIM LOON PING!" from outside the window can make me smile wide :)
Finally I got friend who pay me a visit after class time and willing to stand outside the window to chat with me eh..
See, I got friends too neh.. ^^
I was happy..
I wonder since when we had our last chat like this..?
One year..? Two years..?
Or since the class separation at the second sem I was in Inti..?
AhLong and Heather stood outside the window to chat with me, and observed my room..
Haha.. I was real happy..
I never give up on missing you guys..
3A2 was the best class I ever had in my life after 3M and 5I classes that I had during my secondary school time..
3A2 was the first class I had in Inti, consisted of 20 male and 20 female students..
The best and irreplaceable class I had in Inti :)
AhLong and Heather, were in the class as well..
I never thought of having guests from my window anymore..
Firstly, it is simply because my current classmates don't know where am I staying..
Bet that they are not interested to know as well..
Most of my current classmates, are just plain classmates..
The interactions we had, are all limited to class period only..
Second, it had been a long long gap since my interaction with my batch of friends..
So it is never crossed in my mind that they will pay me another visit..
But now, they did..
AhLong and Heather; although the chat is not a long one, but it is enough to make me smile wide, enough to make me feel touched :')
Lucky I never move out from this room..
Yes, I am staying in a room located at ground floor and near the study room, which sometimes it is super noisy due to the people walking, running and chatting near my room..
And sometimes it is so inconvenience because I could not open the window wide when I feel hot..
But still, there is reason where I refuse to leave..
There is a good reason where I am willing to bear with the noise and stuff :)
And the reason shall be the one that make my day..
Happy to welcome the unexpected guests :)
Monday, June 6, 2011
Nightmare
Nightmares haunting..
But of all the nightmares why this popped out in my dream..?
It was scary, it was horrible..
I hope this will never ever happen..
The nightmare started at an old house..
Seems like those very old village house..
Never seen this house before in my life but in my dream, i recognized that 'house' is the house I am staying..
How come my house become like this..?
Become worse than how it supposed to be..?
Then, there are lots of guests in the living room, crowding a girl..
The guests are all my relatives and friends.. and the girl, me of course..
I am dressed in a purple knee length dress, my favourite all the time..
I still remember the details of the dress.. purple dress with simple design yet it is accessorized with those glittery accessories..
And I don't know how it happens but it is my wedding day..
I was wearing the wedding dress, waiting for someone appear..
I was waiting and waiting with all the guests in the living room..
I don't know who was I waiting for, but I had a feel that I am not waiting for my prince charming..
The guests are all looking at me with sad and pity look..
I was nervous, still waiting for the appearance of that someone..
Then, somebody shouted to me, asking me to go to the behind of the house..
I didn't question why, nor giving her a questioning look..
I obeyed and started to walk to the direction given..
She then asked me to run, and I obeyed..
Then I reached the bathroom..
The condition of the bathroom is disgusting..
Faeces are everywhere on the floor of the bathroom..
Then I saw two of my uncles cleaning the bathroom using the water pipes.. and worst, I saw my mum sitting at the corner of the bathroom, crying..
I approached her.. asking her why but she just cried..
My uncle then tell me that she had a disease called bowel movement control something..
I can't memorize the name.. but I understood what was that..
It is something like you can't control when and where you need to go toilet..
When you felt like going and you can't find a toilet in time, you will just let go of the faeces at everywhere you stand..
I was shock when I heard this..
But still I went to my mum, hugged her and said that everything is okay..
And then I grabbed the water pipe from my uncle's.. like indicating I am ready to take the responsibility to take care of my mum for the rest of my life..
And when I woke, I almost cried out..
What if it becomes true..?
What will happen to this family..?
What will happen to mum..?
Can't we financially support this..?
Can mum emotionally and physically strong enough to fight with the disease..?
Everything was running into my mind at the same time..
But when I turned, I saw my mum, still sleeping peacefully..
The worry was almost gone..
Heavily I smiled..
If I started to save and buy less of my wants and buy her supplementary then everything should be fine right..?
But of all the nightmares why this popped out in my dream..?
It was scary, it was horrible..
I hope this will never ever happen..
The nightmare started at an old house..
Seems like those very old village house..
Never seen this house before in my life but in my dream, i recognized that 'house' is the house I am staying..
How come my house become like this..?
Become worse than how it supposed to be..?
Then, there are lots of guests in the living room, crowding a girl..
The guests are all my relatives and friends.. and the girl, me of course..
I am dressed in a purple knee length dress, my favourite all the time..
I still remember the details of the dress.. purple dress with simple design yet it is accessorized with those glittery accessories..
And I don't know how it happens but it is my wedding day..
I was wearing the wedding dress, waiting for someone appear..
I was waiting and waiting with all the guests in the living room..
I don't know who was I waiting for, but I had a feel that I am not waiting for my prince charming..
The guests are all looking at me with sad and pity look..
I was nervous, still waiting for the appearance of that someone..
Then, somebody shouted to me, asking me to go to the behind of the house..
I didn't question why, nor giving her a questioning look..
I obeyed and started to walk to the direction given..
She then asked me to run, and I obeyed..
Then I reached the bathroom..
The condition of the bathroom is disgusting..
Faeces are everywhere on the floor of the bathroom..
Then I saw two of my uncles cleaning the bathroom using the water pipes.. and worst, I saw my mum sitting at the corner of the bathroom, crying..
I approached her.. asking her why but she just cried..
My uncle then tell me that she had a disease called bowel movement control something..
I can't memorize the name.. but I understood what was that..
It is something like you can't control when and where you need to go toilet..
When you felt like going and you can't find a toilet in time, you will just let go of the faeces at everywhere you stand..
I was shock when I heard this..
But still I went to my mum, hugged her and said that everything is okay..
And then I grabbed the water pipe from my uncle's.. like indicating I am ready to take the responsibility to take care of my mum for the rest of my life..
And when I woke, I almost cried out..
What if it becomes true..?
What will happen to this family..?
What will happen to mum..?
Can't we financially support this..?
Can mum emotionally and physically strong enough to fight with the disease..?
Everything was running into my mind at the same time..
But when I turned, I saw my mum, still sleeping peacefully..
The worry was almost gone..
Heavily I smiled..
If I started to save and buy less of my wants and buy her supplementary then everything should be fine right..?
Friday, May 27, 2011
A new beginning
Hey bloggie..
Another week passed since the previous post..
As you guys can see, the previous post's format was different from usual..
My bad, I thought I can typed it into Ms Word before copy and paste here..
Mana tau turn out that way..
Spacing between each lines and my :( and :) turned to be L and J.. lol
I was too lazy to edit it back, so just bear with that post la..
Here, I am at the first week of the new sem..
This is a short sem, 8 weeks of study and 2 weeks of holiday in between..
Results were released, my results were very disappointing..
I had my bad time crying over the results, felt bad over it, but what past is past..
Well, what can I do now..?
I can't do anything other than keep myself marching forward..
Yes I am a strong girl, I can do it..
Had days thinking of where are my mistakes and try very hard to find the solutions..
And I had one..
Pray hard that I can disciplined myself to stick to this until the day I had my final..
Determined to get As this time..
Determined to pull up my CGPA this time..
Determined to be a graduate at targeted time..
So nothing much happened this week..
Just more on preparing myself to a better nerd..
Had very hard time choosing subjects for this sem..
As I don't want to over pressure myself again with over-flowing subjects..
But at last also end up choosing three core papers this sem..
Will strive my best for it!
A for this sem! :D
My jimui are all going back to hometown this week..
Jesz is going to officially introduce someone to us :)
Congratz my jimui :D
Too bad I am not going back..
I had accepted an event this weekend..
Gonna start working tomorrow..
And since next saturday is Agong's birthday and mummy is not going to work on that day, I am going to reject any coming event on next weekend and go back to my hometown!
Pay me double pay la, and you think I care about it ar..?
If it is not now I am going to accompany my mum more and see her more, when am I going to do it..?
I still know how to differentiate and measure the importance of that family bond and money k..
Hmm.. nothing else other than a boring update about myself..
Gonna do tutorial on my Financial Reporting paper.. Jiayous! ><
That's all for now~
Buh-bye! ^^
Another week passed since the previous post..
As you guys can see, the previous post's format was different from usual..
My bad, I thought I can typed it into Ms Word before copy and paste here..
Mana tau turn out that way..
Spacing between each lines and my :( and :) turned to be L and J.. lol
I was too lazy to edit it back, so just bear with that post la..
Here, I am at the first week of the new sem..
This is a short sem, 8 weeks of study and 2 weeks of holiday in between..
Results were released, my results were very disappointing..
I had my bad time crying over the results, felt bad over it, but what past is past..
Well, what can I do now..?
I can't do anything other than keep myself marching forward..
Yes I am a strong girl, I can do it..
Had days thinking of where are my mistakes and try very hard to find the solutions..
And I had one..
Pray hard that I can disciplined myself to stick to this until the day I had my final..
Determined to get As this time..
Determined to pull up my CGPA this time..
Determined to be a graduate at targeted time..
So nothing much happened this week..
Just more on preparing myself to a better nerd..
Had very hard time choosing subjects for this sem..
As I don't want to over pressure myself again with over-flowing subjects..
But at last also end up choosing three core papers this sem..
Will strive my best for it!
A for this sem! :D
My jimui are all going back to hometown this week..
Jesz is going to officially introduce someone to us :)
Congratz my jimui :D
Too bad I am not going back..
I had accepted an event this weekend..
Gonna start working tomorrow..
And since next saturday is Agong's birthday and mummy is not going to work on that day, I am going to reject any coming event on next weekend and go back to my hometown!
Pay me double pay la, and you think I care about it ar..?
If it is not now I am going to accompany my mum more and see her more, when am I going to do it..?
I still know how to differentiate and measure the importance of that family bond and money k..
Hmm.. nothing else other than a boring update about myself..
Gonna do tutorial on my Financial Reporting paper.. Jiayous! ><
That's all for now~
Buh-bye! ^^
Friday, May 20, 2011
Appreciate
Hello hot stuff! :p
So here am I again..
I had been through the stupid exam, had my princess life (loyal readers should knew that my princess life is equal to holiday :p) and now finally, back again to Inti nilai L
Depart at 5pm from Raub, reached Inti at 8pm..
Super late due to heavy rain and traffic jam..
Today is first day for my cousin sister in Inti..
Yup, she will be studying here for diploma in business admin..
And her room is just three door next to mine..
So after reached Inti, we get into our room, be prepared and headed out for dinner..
Dinner was just for me and her, as my boyfriend is too tired to have dinner..
During dinner, my aunt also my cousin sister’s mum called her..
To ask stuff like ‘where are you now?’, ‘you got tidy up your room?’, and ‘had your dinner?’
Just a very short conversation between them..
I was not eavesdropping, but she was just sitting right in front of me and talked to the mum..
So right after the conversation, my cousin sister burst out crying..
I was so shocked seeing her that way..
Okay, she was the type that look very though..
So it is hard to imagine or even see her in this way..
She was not having any difficulties in new environment, just that she missed the mum a lot, she said..
I didn’t really console her..
It was hard..
It is the stage that she must endure it in order to grow..
I had been there before..
So don’t judge me, saying that I am being mean and cruel..
I had been there before, I understood how she felt..
When I saw her crying, there was an urge for me to cry as well..
I missed my mum , too..
The holiday was god damn short..
I haven’t steamboat with my mum, haven’t bring her to Valley Resort for lunch, haven’t cleaned up the store room for her, and more..
Seeing her now was like seeing myself at the past..
I remembered first day I was here in Inti Nilai, I was so excited yet sad..
Excited that I finally can step in into a private college yet sad because leaving home far away..
The first day I was here, my mum and little brother booked a taxi and sent me here, helped me to clean my room, went to Giant for quick shopping and lunch..
And finally, when my mum and brother were about to leave, I cried..
I don’t want to be alone at here..
I don’t want to leave my mum..
I don’t want to leave the kingdom where I spent growing up..
My mum cried too..
I never leave her..
But I am grown..
I need to get further education..
And after the education, I need to get a work in big city..
I need to leave..
I remembered that I used half a year to get away from home sick, to get myself really adapted to new environment..
Now, 3 years in Inti..
Of course I miss my mum all the time, but it is not as worse as the first day I was here..
I called my mum daily and I went back hometown when I am free..
There is no turning back in our life..
I wish I can go back to high school where my home is only 10minutes ride away from school..
I wish I can go back to the time where I went back to home to see mummy waiting for me..
But I know these are all impossible..
Like I said, to leave is a stage everyone have to go through..
To leave for higher education and better job..
As I stepped into college life, I know it is impossible to see my family daily like I was in high school..
And I am aware that as time passes, there is lesser time I could spend with my family..
People close with me always ask me that why I always call my mum and why I always want to go back home..
My answer is always the same; if I don’t call her now, and I refuse to go back home, I will never have the chance to do these again once I stepped into work world or even when I am in my final year.. so I don’t want to regret for not doing these..
People learnt from past..
I didn’t appreciate the past where I had my mum 24 hours ready beside me but I shoved her away..
I didn’t appreciate the past when my daddy brought home my favourite fruits but I didn’t finished them..
And now, when I lost them, I start to know how to appreciate..
And now, whenever I still have the time, I will call and go back, appreciate ever single moment spent with my dearest family..
This is one of top in my most important list..
Life is short..
I just want to provide all of us series of good memories while we are all bond in the name of family J
Sunday, April 24, 2011
My mummy's princess
Hey bloggie and bloggie's readers :)
Today was a happy day for me..
Why..?
Because the queen of my heart a.k.a. my mummy came to a visit in Nilai..
My cousin sister wishes to study in Inti, thus she came over to register here..
So my aunt dragged my mum along, simply because my mummy recognize the way to Inti and she had a daughter here :)
I was waiting for today for more than a week.. so excited! :D
So they departed from Raub at 11am and reach here at almost 2pm..
The registry session was so time-wasting.. because we need to queue up for our turn..
And the people in front of us kept bugging the officer with questions and stuff, wasting all our time..
Just like those uncle from kampung who don't know a thing and keep asking stupid questions.. lol
The registry session took about an hour plus..
By the time we were done, it was already 3:30pm..
So we had to rush to Giant to fetch dear, who was working there..
And we went to Secret Recipe together for lunch :)
I intended to bring mummy over there to try out the aussie beef steak, since mummy loves beef steak a lot..
But too bad, luck was not on my side, the beef steak was out of sold..
Argh..! damn frustrated just now..! It is not every time we can hang out and eat together..
And just a simply "sorry miss, aussie beef steak is out of sold" ruined my plan..
:( felt so sorry for mummy..
And there was our lunch..
After lunch, we decided to go to Tesco Nilai..
Those aunty ar.. the first thing popped in their mind when entering Tesco was to search for Milo -.-
Milo is becoming more and more expensive nowadays..
My two brothers are very loyal towards Milo, thus mummy had no choice but to buy it even it is pricey..
Mummy and aunt each grabbed a packet of 2kg Milo..
They said here was cheaper then Raub..
Raub's Milo costs Rm31.50 for 2kg and here was Rm 28 with free gift -.-
Then they shopped for another thing as well..
Mummy shopped till Rm130++..
Ok la.. half of the items were mine :p
Since I am having a 'bank' just next to me, why don't I used it wisely..? :p
Felt kinda sorry for mummy.. but i had no other choices..
If I were to buy all those things on my own, I will have barely enough money for the month :(
And after shopped at Tesco, they went back to Raub.. ;(
I will miss my mummy..
And now, coming back to my room, and when the moments rewind in my mind, everything was just so happy and sweet..
Cousin sis is coming over to study, become my junior and her room was just 3 doors next to mine..
Cousin sis brought me a hell lots of kuih, so I can enjoy it over here..
And when I look at the kuih, smile will automatically appear on my face..
Stupid silly girl..
You thought you are bringing kuih for the whole kampung..? =]
My aunt brought me a 1.5litres of self-brewed herbal tea :)
And not to left out, my mummy brought me a tumble of bird nest..
She said it helps enhancing my skin and brain cells..
Hehe..
So touched..
Felt like crying out now.. =']
All these, are little things that make life great..
They all give me motivation..
Especially the bird nest from mummy..
Give me motivation to study harder.. to pass all the subjects I took..
I can imagine in my mind, from how my mummy works hard, then she bought the bird nest, woke up early in the morning to brew it to her bringing it in a tumble from Raub to Nilai..
It is the value that no money can buy :)
I love you too mummy..
Two weeks.. another two weeks before I can come back to home..
Clean our messy house for you, colouring your toe nails for you, chatting the whole night with you, go to the saloon with you and become your princess.. :)
Today was a happy day for me..
Why..?
Because the queen of my heart a.k.a. my mummy came to a visit in Nilai..
My cousin sister wishes to study in Inti, thus she came over to register here..
So my aunt dragged my mum along, simply because my mummy recognize the way to Inti and she had a daughter here :)
I was waiting for today for more than a week.. so excited! :D
So they departed from Raub at 11am and reach here at almost 2pm..
The registry session was so time-wasting.. because we need to queue up for our turn..
And the people in front of us kept bugging the officer with questions and stuff, wasting all our time..
Just like those uncle from kampung who don't know a thing and keep asking stupid questions.. lol
The registry session took about an hour plus..
By the time we were done, it was already 3:30pm..
So we had to rush to Giant to fetch dear, who was working there..
And we went to Secret Recipe together for lunch :)
I intended to bring mummy over there to try out the aussie beef steak, since mummy loves beef steak a lot..
But too bad, luck was not on my side, the beef steak was out of sold..
Argh..! damn frustrated just now..! It is not every time we can hang out and eat together..
And just a simply "sorry miss, aussie beef steak is out of sold" ruined my plan..
:( felt so sorry for mummy..
And there was our lunch..
After lunch, we decided to go to Tesco Nilai..
Those aunty ar.. the first thing popped in their mind when entering Tesco was to search for Milo -.-
Milo is becoming more and more expensive nowadays..
My two brothers are very loyal towards Milo, thus mummy had no choice but to buy it even it is pricey..
Mummy and aunt each grabbed a packet of 2kg Milo..
They said here was cheaper then Raub..
Raub's Milo costs Rm31.50 for 2kg and here was Rm 28 with free gift -.-
Then they shopped for another thing as well..
Mummy shopped till Rm130++..
Ok la.. half of the items were mine :p
Since I am having a 'bank' just next to me, why don't I used it wisely..? :p
Felt kinda sorry for mummy.. but i had no other choices..
If I were to buy all those things on my own, I will have barely enough money for the month :(
And after shopped at Tesco, they went back to Raub.. ;(
I will miss my mummy..
And now, coming back to my room, and when the moments rewind in my mind, everything was just so happy and sweet..
Cousin sis is coming over to study, become my junior and her room was just 3 doors next to mine..
Cousin sis brought me a hell lots of kuih, so I can enjoy it over here..
And when I look at the kuih, smile will automatically appear on my face..
Stupid silly girl..
You thought you are bringing kuih for the whole kampung..? =]
My aunt brought me a 1.5litres of self-brewed herbal tea :)
And not to left out, my mummy brought me a tumble of bird nest..
She said it helps enhancing my skin and brain cells..
Hehe..
So touched..
Felt like crying out now.. =']
All these, are little things that make life great..
They all give me motivation..
Especially the bird nest from mummy..
Give me motivation to study harder.. to pass all the subjects I took..
I can imagine in my mind, from how my mummy works hard, then she bought the bird nest, woke up early in the morning to brew it to her bringing it in a tumble from Raub to Nilai..
It is the value that no money can buy :)
I love you too mummy..
Two weeks.. another two weeks before I can come back to home..
Clean our messy house for you, colouring your toe nails for you, chatting the whole night with you, go to the saloon with you and become your princess.. :)
Monday, April 18, 2011
A Random One
Hey ya world..
I am extremely sorry the late update..
Well.. I was busy with works, assignments and tests.. then when free time, don't feel like updating because lazy..! :p
It is a random post today..
I should be studying by now..
13 days left to final and I didn't start on anything yet :(
Just could not put myself into the study mood..
Something bad happened lately..
And as usual I won't mention it over here..
Feeling and emotion is just something hard to be controlled..
You forced yourself to smile and study well, but somehow you can just stare at the same page for hours..
I was a simple yet happy girl..
As time passed, as I grown, everything changes..
No more innocence in my life, no more "I don't know"..
Everything, I have to know, I have to care..
Because they were all related to me and the people I love dearly..
Am trying very hard to stay strong.. be strong for them..
Not all I could help..
There is something that still have to be endured by own..
I will just pray that they will be strong as well..
So ignore the emo part of mine.. I am so sorry for the short emo babbles..
Guess I just can't help it but to spill out a bit.. =]
Now lets start with something random with me lately..
I am doing very well here, thank you :)
Except for the fact that I am super boring over here..
Most of the time, I don't feel like studying..
I will surf net, refreshing Facebook over and over again :p
And I will sit on the chair, staring the book and start daydreaming for hours..
Lol.. Can't all these be worst..?
As I mentioned earlier, I have only 13 days left to my final examination.. and I have six subjects with me..! :(
I am all stressed out, I am scared..
But I just don't know why I can't bring myself to study..
The books dislike me I guess :(
I wish to go back home, but between me and my boyfriend, we just can't find a matching time to go back together..
Plus actually mummy is coming over next week..! yay! :D
My cousin decided to study here, but she want to attend the Open Day, so my mummy has to accompany her and aunt over here..
And come to find me as well..! :)
How I miss my mummy..!
Then, I just decided not to go back, since it is actually around 2o days more before I can go back and enjoy my sem break..
So I will just be patient, and be a nerd in Inti for this few weeks..
And oh.. I found a new job..
It is a promoter under Epromode..
Average 4 to 6 working days in a month, depends on my supervisors..
If she calls, then I have extra income..
If no, I will just have to be a good girl staying in Inti or go back hometown..
Pretty good job with average income..
At least this will help me to cover my expenses, my pocket money is not that thick that it could cover all my needs and wants.. :p
I had already started to work.. only two events so far..
And after my final, I am going to be hardworking, take more events and earn more money..
It was tiring, it was hard..
But I just can't give up now..
I can't think of stopping..
I am not like my peers, who work to earn and save for a iphone5 or LV bag..
I work to earn and save for my dreams..
I got tons of dreams to be fulfilled :)
And my dreams, no they are ambitions; I am not going to reveal here..
Wait till I achieved it and my success can eventually say it out for me..
I believe in no words :)
And lately, I don't know why and how..
Somehow, I found myself do not believe in people easily..
Good or bad, I am also not sure myself..
Wish it is just not a bad thing.. I have got enough bad experiences..
And for the one I didn't believe in (of cause they don't know who they are :p ), I am so sorry for not putting in faith into you guys..
I was once a strong believer in friends and anything else..
But sometimes, putting in too much faith could cause yourself harmed..
But no worries.. not putting in faith does not mean I will not open my heart to it.. :)
Hmm.. can't think of anything to write anymore.. :p
Guess I will just have to stop it here..
And I am glad that blogger, once again has help me to relieve myself..
True, I didn't reveal anything here..
But writing out random stuff about myself is enough to help me to de-stress..
Thanks bloggie again! :D
At least I am not as emo as before =]
So time to have a nap *:p* and then turning on my nerdie mood..
Hopefully I would not get distracted by the fantastic daydreams of mine later..
Next update..?
Hopefully I will be able to update again in a week time..!
Till then, adios! :)
I am extremely sorry the late update..
Well.. I was busy with works, assignments and tests.. then when free time, don't feel like updating because lazy..! :p
It is a random post today..
I should be studying by now..
13 days left to final and I didn't start on anything yet :(
Just could not put myself into the study mood..
Something bad happened lately..
And as usual I won't mention it over here..
Feeling and emotion is just something hard to be controlled..
You forced yourself to smile and study well, but somehow you can just stare at the same page for hours..
I was a simple yet happy girl..
As time passed, as I grown, everything changes..
No more innocence in my life, no more "I don't know"..
Everything, I have to know, I have to care..
Because they were all related to me and the people I love dearly..
Am trying very hard to stay strong.. be strong for them..
Not all I could help..
There is something that still have to be endured by own..
I will just pray that they will be strong as well..
So ignore the emo part of mine.. I am so sorry for the short emo babbles..
Guess I just can't help it but to spill out a bit.. =]
Now lets start with something random with me lately..
I am doing very well here, thank you :)
Except for the fact that I am super boring over here..
Most of the time, I don't feel like studying..
I will surf net, refreshing Facebook over and over again :p
And I will sit on the chair, staring the book and start daydreaming for hours..
Lol.. Can't all these be worst..?
As I mentioned earlier, I have only 13 days left to my final examination.. and I have six subjects with me..! :(
I am all stressed out, I am scared..
But I just don't know why I can't bring myself to study..
The books dislike me I guess :(
I wish to go back home, but between me and my boyfriend, we just can't find a matching time to go back together..
Plus actually mummy is coming over next week..! yay! :D
My cousin decided to study here, but she want to attend the Open Day, so my mummy has to accompany her and aunt over here..
And come to find me as well..! :)
How I miss my mummy..!
Then, I just decided not to go back, since it is actually around 2o days more before I can go back and enjoy my sem break..
So I will just be patient, and be a nerd in Inti for this few weeks..
And oh.. I found a new job..
It is a promoter under Epromode..
Average 4 to 6 working days in a month, depends on my supervisors..
If she calls, then I have extra income..
If no, I will just have to be a good girl staying in Inti or go back hometown..
Pretty good job with average income..
At least this will help me to cover my expenses, my pocket money is not that thick that it could cover all my needs and wants.. :p
I had already started to work.. only two events so far..
And after my final, I am going to be hardworking, take more events and earn more money..
It was tiring, it was hard..
But I just can't give up now..
I can't think of stopping..
I am not like my peers, who work to earn and save for a iphone5 or LV bag..
I work to earn and save for my dreams..
I got tons of dreams to be fulfilled :)
And my dreams, no they are ambitions; I am not going to reveal here..
Wait till I achieved it and my success can eventually say it out for me..
I believe in no words :)
And lately, I don't know why and how..
Somehow, I found myself do not believe in people easily..
Good or bad, I am also not sure myself..
Wish it is just not a bad thing.. I have got enough bad experiences..
And for the one I didn't believe in (of cause they don't know who they are :p ), I am so sorry for not putting in faith into you guys..
I was once a strong believer in friends and anything else..
But sometimes, putting in too much faith could cause yourself harmed..
But no worries.. not putting in faith does not mean I will not open my heart to it.. :)
Hmm.. can't think of anything to write anymore.. :p
Guess I will just have to stop it here..
And I am glad that blogger, once again has help me to relieve myself..
True, I didn't reveal anything here..
But writing out random stuff about myself is enough to help me to de-stress..
Thanks bloggie again! :D
At least I am not as emo as before =]
So time to have a nap *:p* and then turning on my nerdie mood..
Hopefully I would not get distracted by the fantastic daydreams of mine later..
Next update..?
Hopefully I will be able to update again in a week time..!
Till then, adios! :)
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